Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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It is the holidays which never helps me, but just so sad and alone. People just don't like me. At work this week I was running around trying to put out fires cause the manager wasn't there and...
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so once again I am the bad guy according to everyone including middle son who used to love me. husband snoring. I can't sleep. Been two years. Depression worse. Crying jags worse. I got...
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Well looks like I alienated the only person who loved me. Middle son had a tantrum yesterday and I confronted him about it. No progress at all except I do everything for oldest son and his wife...
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GroupsJournals < Back to gramybear's Journalgramybearabout 10 hours ago Mood: Ok FriendsF. R. I.E.N.D.S =1.Fight for you 2.Respect you 3 Include...
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A bit farther down that ever before. Had a pretty public break down. A few tears on the way to the car, then more in the car, then a complete break down at home. Not in the bathroom and before...
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And what would you say if I called on you now and said that I can't hold on. There's no easy way it gets harder each day. Please love me or I"ll be gone. I'll be gone.
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"I"m lying alone with my head on the phone thinking of you till it hurts." I'm all out of love. By Air Supply. Seems appropiate tonight. It is way past my 10pm bed time, but I sit here alone...
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So been home two weeks now and still don't know that I want to put it into words.This was my husband's dream vacation. He wanted so much to go. I did, but it was so much work, planning and...
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Youngest son causing problems again. Saturday morning I tried to wake him up and he was unhappy. He set his alarm and I waited an hour before trying to get him up. As usual he was very hard...
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Well I have been semi stable since Christmas. Guess I am due for a crash.Woke up yesterday so anxious and upset. Nothing had happened really. Slow day at work and made a mistake I have to fix,...
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I guess I am helping my son quit today. He says he is afraid to tell anyone he wants to quit. He says he is going to just fall apart one day and walk off the job. I can't let him do that....
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Got a msg from oldest son that my favorite milkshake was available again. Was so excited that he thought of me. Found out he didn't send it, his wife did. I was crushed. Stupid.Today he...
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My son went to talk to the temp agency to quit and they were closed for lunch. He was going after work today and his boss stopped to talk to him. He said "you did fine today. don't quit". ...
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My youngest son says he cannot do his new job. It is too hard and too demanding and too stressful. I talked him into not just walking out, so he went today, but he is going to tell them he...
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My middle child is such a blessing to me. I wish others could see him the way I do. He is loud, mouthy and insulting sometimes, but he loves so much. Other family members fight with him and...
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