Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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Don't know why I went. Had a list of 6 complaints I was going to try and speak up about. Nurse asked if there was anything specific I came in for. I said yes and started to talk. Got...
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I hate it when I am a horrible person and do spiteful, vengeful things to people. My mother and I had a huge falling out several years ago. She insulted my family and moved out of my house. ...
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Home from vacation and actually called the doc for an appointment. Hope to address sleeplessness, anxiety, swelling in the heat, pre menopause, and hearing loss.I hope I can do it. I scheduled...
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Feel fragile this morning. One touch and I am going to fall apart. It is going to be a struggle not to burst into tears at some point this today. Pretend, pretend, pretend, that is all I...
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This is the worst vacation ever. I want it over, over, over. Don't know if I will survive two more days. Brought youngest's girlfriend and he is still an absolute ass. Raging over peanut...
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Went with a friend to see Inside Out. Was hoping it would lift my mood. Wasn't looking forward to a little kid movie. Well it was so depressing. I feel 1000 times worse. It was all about a...
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One week until vacation. Did not cave and fetch youngest's girlfriend last week. Could have several times, but didn't do it. We offered to get her last Saturday and she was busy. We...
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I so needed some time today. Need to pull myself together and drop the mask of "I'm fine". Youngest son off work today. Why? He always works Mondays. Ugh. Well decided I would let him...
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Huge family fight. All because of a Monopoly game. Want to curl up and just go away. Can't still have company. My heart is pounding, my head feels like it will explode. I clawed to places...
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Youngest son not doing well. His work now wants him to stay until up to 2pm on every other Saturdays. That is our family day and when he sees his girlfriend. He was even supposed to be...
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So my daughter in law got a job down south of us. It is a good job, good pay and closer to where they live. She was still working north of us and so sometimes they would spend the night here so...
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I am sad it is gone, but I had about 6 hours yesterday of absolute contentment. It was wonderful.I am off work for 8 weeks and was so worried I would be bored and lonely and restless. Maybe I...
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The weekend if over. My youngest comes home tomorrow. What a miserable time. My husband and I sniped at each other all weekend. And every little thing so got on my nerves. He belittles...
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So many times over the years I have thought of leaving my husband. Then I remind myself of my vows and how people don't work things out any more and that I believe in marriage and I believe in...
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Well don't know if that made me feel better or worse. I have a friend who I thought was a pretty decent friend. We worked together and got together outside of work. In January things got kind...
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