Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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My last journal entry was as my youngest moved out. It has been almost exactly 6 months and I am no better. My anxiety is through the roof. I worry constantly about nothing important. I don't...
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My youngest son moved out. Don't think I can talk about it yet. Haven't fallen apart, but feel it lurking. Keep desperately trying to push it back. Afraid of what will happen if I let that...
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I sit watching this show and a girl breaks up with her boyfriend and the whole town comes to sit with her, talk to her, eat ice cream with her....and I think who would come if something serious went...
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Youngest son's plan to move out totally falling apart. Horrible weekend lots of family drama. HB wants to change his work time later so we can walk together in the morning when I asked him to...
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I hate feeling guilty. Especially about expressing my opinion or feelings. My mother and I fought 7 years ago. I went to a therapist who thought it would be good to take a breather between us,...
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I should have posted as soon as we came back. Fighting with my mom and my husband is snappish. It was a good trip and I so need to hold on to that. A couple incidents with my oldest griping...
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Anxiety on high. Leaving tomorrow with all my children and their ladies. So scared about things going wrong and just unhappy people. I want everyone to get along and have a good time, but...
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I had a dream. Yesterday in real life I took a bunch of donations over to the church I have been going to. Met three ladies I had not met yet and got invited to a quilting group, but I don't...
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I have actually been doing pretty well for a couple months. Working full time and busy leaves me less time for depression. Panic attacks and anxiety happen on a regular basis, but "blue" days not...
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I have not been on here for a bit. Big apologies to my friends. It is tax season. I work a lot of hours and when I am on my computer at home my husband can see if from where he sits. He does...
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I read a book where the girl breaks up with her boyfriend and her friends all rally around her. Their total support of her made me so jealous. I don't really have friends. A few people I call...
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My husband's snoring is constant now. He starts in 10 minutes after his head hits the pillow and never stops. I cannot sleep with the noise. The doctors say he must lose weight if he wants to...
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Have a new manager. I like her. I want her to stay. I want people to follow the rules. I work with a bunch of people who don't do what they are told and don't care. They drive me crazy. ...
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So Monday I helped my oldest son and daughter in law move into a house. I was so excited. Some of my anxiety left as I felt they were settled here and I would get to see my grandchildren when...
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Well I made it through Christmas. Just New Years to go and out of the holidays. I feel so blah this year. Just want to sit and watch TV or sleep. No energy. No motivation to do anything....
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