Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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To all my friends on here I am sorry I have been absent so long. I did try to get on once or twice, but nothing would post.I am grateful for a low key Christmas and that it is over for another...
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Well it is over and I survived. Some moments were actually good although I was too stressed all day to really enjoy a lot of it. We put up the tree in the morning while youngest was still...
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Well today is my Thanksgiving and I am trying to get in the mood for it and doing horribly. I had nightmares all night about fighting with youngest son. He won't fill out his job applications and...
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One more week down. Minor dramas, but nothing major this week. Prayers for a week of calm and mundane. Christmas is coming. One of my worst times of year. Supposed to be a happy...
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Not doing so well. Just stuff and attitude from my youngest son. He said he will no longer go to church with me as we started charging him rent this week and lots of fights over him applying for...
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It is gloomy and sad today and I am definately in a funk. I am off work today, but the weather is awful and it is my son's last day at the amusement park he worked at. Now the fight of making him...
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Really need something today to calm myself down. In the middle of a full blown panic attack and have to teach tonight.So upset. I was actually off Thursday and going to get to see my oldest son....
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Another night of worry and no sleep, but I am feeling a bit better this morning. I bought a heated dog/cat house for my son's dog so maybe they will still come over in the winter or at least the...
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My middle son who is the only one who seems to care about me announced they will not be coming over as much if their dog can't come inside as winter is coming. He says they can't leave the dog...
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My husband had foot surgery yesterday and decided to sleep in the closest bed last night rather than climb the stairs. My glee knew no bounds. He is such a loud restless sleeper and I am always...
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So I am managing to alienate everyone yet again. Bugged my daughter in law for the wedding photos again. It has been 6 months and she told me she got them in mid May. She got angry at me and...
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Been trying to stay off here. It is that time of year again when all the kids go off to college and the empty nest board gains members. At first when I joined it helped to have others struggling...
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Two weekends ago my oldest son told me he won't go on vacation with us again as his wife does not get along with middle son. Camping this weekend and middle son says he won't go again if youngest...
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I am mean again. Seems no one likes me ever. I worked 40 hours in 4 days. So did my husband. In addition I got the brakes checked on the car, did a load of laundry, cooked 4 meals for...
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Haven't been able to write for a bit. Just couldn't get the words out. Still feel like they are choking me.Went away for the weekend and took my whole family. It was a mistake. They...
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