Doctor

Have felt off 4 days in the last week so decided to go to the doctor I felt so bad on Monday.  Of course I am alternating feeling good and bad and am once again feeling better.  Not sure what to do.  Maybe it is gone.  I hate the doctor so maybe I am trying to justify not going.  I have a physical scheduled next Friday.  Still trying to decide if I am going to do all the blood work they always want to do.  I refuse every time. 
Pathological fear of all diagnostic testing.  I don't want them to find anything wrong so it freaks me out.  And maybe weird, but I don't want to know if anything is wrong.  I know maybe they could make it better, but maybe there is nothing they can do and all I would do is worry about it, or maybe the treatment would be worse than the disease or maybe just so horribly unpleasant. 
Ugh.  Guess I should keep my appointment at least for what has been going on since last week.  Thinking maybe a bladder infection which is just simple antibiotics, but of course those give me yeast infections which seem to be resistant to all treatments so not very excited about getting rid of a bladder infection to suffer 6 months of trying to get rid of a yeast infection.  Sigh.  I hate going to the doctor.  Of course might fix what I think is a very mild sinus infection too.  Wouldn't mind losing the daily headache thing.
Thank goodness this appointment is at 8am before I talk myself out of going.