Paulinaakk1
Status: Stressed over everything and nothing. Hate anxiety.
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Even this website hates me. Don't know why on my worst days I can't get my journal entries to post. Just can't pull it together today and the latest is just so stupid, stupid. I shouldn't...
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So my oldest is eloping. Went from we are going to talk to her parents and her church leader one more time to forget it we are just doing this. Sigh.My friend didn't show up for our walk...
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So it looks like my oldest son is eloping due to conflicts with his future in laws and the church. Really upsets me that they would let world pressures start off their marriage. Also upset as...
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So my little daughter in law had a fight with some people at her church. She didn't want to go this morning so my son drug her out of bed and they showed up to go to church with us. I knew...
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So going to Comic Con today. Went for a bit last night, but everyone was late and so only got in 45 minutes before it closed. What a waste of time. Today is supposed to be the busiest. ...
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So much to do. Hubby asked how he could help. Told him the grass needed mowed. He said what else. Told him he can't study for me, exercise for me or prep for my class either. He said well...
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I am a misfit. I always have been. I was the new kid in grade school in a little bitty town of people who had all been born together. I was the nerd in high school, too smart to fit in. I was...
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Youngest son and girlfriend just panicing me to death. Supposed to go get her this morning to spend the day at our house and don't want her. Know she is crazy as a loon. Saw some of their...
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So tired I can barely function. I was able to sleep an extra hour on Thursday and that kept me going a bit, but it is Saturday, had to get up at 4am to make sure youngest got up for work and now...
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Tuesday and I am still wigging out.Up since 3:30am as my hubby got up to use the bathroom and when he opened the door the room flooded with light. Youngest son still up talking to girlfriend. ...
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Heart pounding, cant breathe, tears coming....I haven't had one of these in close to two months and sure didn't miss them. And it is all stupid stuff.Middle son mad with watched a movie with...
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What a day yesterday. Got a call at noon youngest son in car accident. Thank God he was fine. Will be bruised and sore from seat belt and air bag, but standing outside the car when I got...
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My oldest son asked me to go to his church last Sunday. It was his first time giving a talk so said yes.He didn't tell me his topic. It was family and how important it is. It was...
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Sigh, stupid website lost my whole entry.Back from vacation and have the blues. It is all quiet again. Youngest son online with head phones on, hubby playing video games. Oldest son and...
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So all the relatives are gone and my house is once again a peaceful place. The week they were here sure had its downs (not a lot of ups) and the wedding day was so exhausting with so much to...
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