jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Today went well, but had a little rough start. Got into it first thing this morning with the chef. I think he was just in one of his moods. First we started with him just yapping off as usual. The...
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Well had a few trying days, but all is well. My computer was down and I was bitching with Bell. I got an upgrade on my account, and of course something messed up. Anyway seems alright now. I like...
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I wanted to write my journal yesterday, but sometimes the time just fly's by, I find with being sober. anyway, yesterday seemed like I was being surounded by nuts. Things previously were still...
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Well, here I am at almost 5am thinking. The worst time to be doing that. Everything seems to be bugging me, or worrying me. I thought I would come here and do some journaling. that seems to help....
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Today I had an interesting day. work went well until the afternoon. The chef, as has become more usual, was acting like a jerk telling me to do things that had no sense to it. i think that this is...
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Damned these computers, sometimes. I was almost finished writting my journal and Firefox crashed. Oh well, here it is again. work went pretty good. Still a little agravating dealing with the chef,...
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Well, got through today pretty good. The chef's craziness is really something, but actually it's teaching me some things. He came out and was saying I had to count the cheese slices everyday. i...
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Today was a really good day. Got myself back on track, well not myself, but with help from Dillon, the guys at A.A, and of course God. Going to make this short because I need to get to bed. I...
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Well, the weekend is almost over. Really was not bad. Had some rough places, but over all did all right. This morning I started some spring cleaning. Got two windows and the blinds cleaned....
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Today is going better so far. I went to the noon meeting and seen Gary like I planned. I've seen him often over the time I've been in Kitchener. He's an older guy that's retired, and has a lot of...
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Well, yesterday didn't go as planned. I went and seen Dillon, then went to the meeting, but didn't stay. I told Gary that i wanted to see him. I talked a little with him. Then I went to the gym....
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Well, I'm getting back on track. Man, I was thinking all day that I was going to get a six pack after work for sure. I didn't want to drink, but felt like there just wasn't any way to deal with...
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Today I feel like I'm just wandering. I finally told the chef off this morning. He needed it, and he's had it comming. Talking with the rest of the staff, I wasn't wrong about what I thought....
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Took a couple of days off of everything. Just started getting overwelmed with everything. It was like all of a sudden I was overtaken by a huge disatisfaction of where I am in life. Everything...
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Tonight was very interesting, and differant. I went out for my date, and it turned out well. I didn't really want to go, and thought about just not showing up, but my conscience wouldn't let me. I...
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