Today I feel like I'm just wandering. I finally told the chef off this morning. He needed it, and he's had it comming. Talking with the rest of the staff, I wasn't wrong about what I thought. Just wish I had done it sooner. When I let people get away with that shit, it really gets me down on myself, and I don't like it. Most of the time I try to practice the things I was taught about being nice, but not everybody is nice, and it just doesn't work all the time. I'm glad that I finally did what I did. Makes me feel like I have a little respect back. Anyway, trying not to drink tonight. Going to a meeting now. God, please be with me. Thank you.