jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Things have been going alright, but that's it. seems kinda boring life and ways, but I guess thats the way it is. Even tho it may seem boring now, I am enjoying the time now...
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Today went well. Had a Dr's apointment in the morning so I got to sleep in. That's always a bonus. I do0n't think I'm going to get much use in my thumb, but that's all right. Don't miss what I...
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Today was a good day. Work went well. Still trying to just stay focused on my work, and not thinking I have to be so perfect and trying to controle things. It is much easier that way. I'm not the...
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Today was a good day. The whole weekend was very good. Didn't really do anything spectacular, but it was such a blessing compare to last weekend. No depression, or foolish thoughts about wheather...
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Today was a really good day compared to last week. i think it has a lot to do with just doing the best I can, and accepting myself with all my faults. Not many people can do that, except me and...
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Things are finally settling down and getting some order to it. I'm very thankfull for that. I hate those times when everything is such a struggle. I know we need these things to build our...
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Yesterday was really good, except that I spent about at least a half hour writting my journal and forgot to save it. Work went well. I did practise putting my emotions aside. I find that really...
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Ohhhhh. Today a bit sore from doing that job last night, but feeling good. It sure was a big differance from before. Worked really good, and feel good about it. Nice to have a little money in my...
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Today was a much better day. Feeling pretty good now. The worst is just about over, and I made it through. Work went well, and tomorow I get paid so I can get rid of those pestering bills...
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Boy, today was a little trying at work. I've been feeling pretty tense and uptight the last couple of days. Right now I find being around people can be anoying. I know it's part of what I'm...
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Oh, lord it's been a long day. Really find it very difficult not doing really anything this weekend. I paced around driving myself crazy, tried napping but couldn't, made supper for Tim and I....
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Oh God, do I feel good again tonight. i was going to go to an A.A. meeting, but thought I would stop in the Center again to see if Dillon was still there. He was, and I spent about two and a...
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Today after the walk with Tim, I decided to go to the Sobriety Center. I'm glad that I did. Dillon was there, and we ended up having a long talk about everything. I was honest about it. He said a...
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Well, today is a little better, I suppose. Still feeling awful about the situation with my freind. Went out for a walk with Tim. He's doing very well with keeping clean. He went to a meeting last...
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Today I'm going to focus on trying to get things together. This whole thing with my freind really bothers me. I know i never intentionally meant any harm. A journal is supposed to be a place where...
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