jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Well, today has been better. My mind, body, and emotions are still going through changes. I went to the library yesterday and got some books on addictions. One is really good right now. It...
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Well, sitting back tonight. Just me and my kitty. Thinking about the new year that's within hours away. Thinking of how I would like my life to be, and changes that I would like. Many things go...
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What a jerk I am sometimes. All that shit I read into yesterday was just my head playing with me. I woke up about 130 in the morning and couldn't sleep. I was still angry. By 230 I made a pot of...
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Today I'm kinda pissed off right now. At work there's been a couple of things with the chef that I've let slide, but tomorow I'm going to say something. Since I've been there I've noticed that...
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Well, it was back to work today. That went well, and it was good to get back into things. I'm feeling kinda out of wack lately. Confused about some things, and just feeling unsure of everything....
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Not feeling the greatest tonight. Feeling lonely. Just can't seem to shake that feeling no matter what I do. Anyway, I'm sure it will pass, the same as anything. Still have the problem with Tim...
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I just got back from the hospital. I had an infection on my finger thats been really bugging me the passt couple of nights. I was trying to put it off, but it just was getting worse. They lanced...
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I got my computer going again. It was differant without it, but not like an addiction. I think it was actually good not having it for a few days. I found I got more things done around the house....
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Today was a little differant. The chef had the day off because of the extra time he's put in this week doing the Christmas dinner, so I got to do his job along with my own. That was a nice change....
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Woke up earlier today than I wanted to, but feeling alright. Looking foreward to the day. Doing the Christmas dinner, so that will add a little chalenge. Felling somewhat tired, and I know that...
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Things are going very well. Been a little bust at work preparing for the Christmas dinner at work. Been doing a little overtime, but not too much. Only an hour or two after work, so I'm not worn...
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Today went well at work. Still getting caught eating things I shouldn't, but I do pay for it. I should ask before, but it's an old habit that I need to work on. Doing what I want, instead of...
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I don't feel so upbeat as I was the past few days. Seem to have a lot of negative shit going through my mind. The thing with Tim is still bugging me. I went to the meeting last night, but didn't...
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Work went well today. Had to do some overtime cutting uo the Christmas turkeys. I'm kind of pissed off right now. I was letting Tim use the guest account on my computer. I went to a meeting...
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Work went well today. Had to do some overtime cutting uo the Christmas turkeys. I'm kind of pissed off right now. I was letting Tim use the guest account on my computer. I went to a meeting...
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