jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Feel pretty good this morning. Had a good sleep last night. I phoned Bruce, my sponsor in A.A. last night. I asked him to come to the Sobriety Center so we could talk. He came and we had a very...
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Today has gone better. Head still hurts a bit, but it's allright. Went to the noon meeting, and got two phone numbers of good people. One I asked to be my sponsor in the program. It was a good...
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Last night was a lot better sleeping. Still woke up some, but overall it was restful. Before going to bed, I was talking with a freind of mine, whose mother is dyeing. It made me so sad. I cried...
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Well, the day wasn't as bad as I thought it seemed to be going. Actually, it was alright. Tim and I got talking earlier and he wanted to go do some shoping. He wanted me to go because of his leg....
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Went for a nap earlier, actually it was more to avoid Tim. I'm not sure if I'm angry or what, but after I came back from Dillon, I didn't seem to want to talk with Tim. I know the stuff he does...
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Well, today is going alright, accept I'm getting up too early. Would have liked to sleep in, but woke up about 5am. took two baths, tried to sleep, ended up getting the chicken out of the freezer....
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Thank God, the week is over. Toughest week I've ever had. I'm looking foreward to seeing Dillon tonight. i'm done. Lately I've been keeping my mouth shut. I[m so tired of going in circles....
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Today is the first day that I've been able to be really clean. I'm still a little tired, and my heads abit foggy, but I've been listening to Dillon. He's told me so much about whats real. all...
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Well, things are seeming like a struggle, at least money wise. Thinking about looking at differant things to try and releive some pressure. It might be just the change with work, but I'm feeling...
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Today not feeling great spiritually. I've been thinking about that a lot lately. Kinda taking an inventory of all the time that's gone by since I studied about God. I've been feeling like I want...
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Well, today surprised my socks off. I was coming in from having a ciggarette on my lunch and my manager asked to speak with me. I must really be in bad shape. Right away my mind started racing...
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Well,a little worn out tonight. Don't feel like writting much. The day went by alright. My mind is starting to play again. End of the month, rent and other things that need taken care of. Should be...
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Today seems a little funny. The weekend is winding down, and back to work tomorow. Felt like I just got through the weekend, instead of really enjoying it. I guess it's just the way it is. I can't...
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Today is a good day so far. Got to sleep in until 10 or 10:30. That's a rareity. I didn't even hear Tim, that's very rare. Must have been sleeping really good. I know that I've needed some good...
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Things went alright today. It's been a lot more easier now that I'm trying to just focus on doing my job. At times i still have an urge to say things, but i am trying not to. A lot of times when I...
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