jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Yuck. Feel very tired this morning. Stayed up way too late, but at least feel as tho I did it for good. This lady that I started coresponding with, the one that pissed me off a bit with her...
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Feel very good today. Almost like I'm getting better...ha. I'm even starting to smile again, and that does feel good. I think the weather has really helped. It's been so beutiful outside the past...
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Woke up a bit early today so I thought I would write a little. That seems to help me a lot. When i stop writting seems to be when I'm heading in the wrong direction. Still seems like I'm...
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Today went alright at work. things seem to be calming down some, at least the way I feel inside. i went to a C.A. meeting tonight. Heard a lot of nonsense, but the real reason I went was to be...
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Feeling a bit better tonight. Just got back from church. I was so tired, and my head was bobbing up and down trying to keep awake. That lady I used to work with was there and she came to talk to...
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Well, today went a little better. got a little honest with the chef and my manager. I felt such a huge releif afterwards, that I went in and talked to the chef and asked him just to put everything...
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Not sure what the hell I'm doing anymore. I'm back on the meds from the Dr, so there making me feel a little fucked up. especially at work. Today was a little better tho. I took the pill in the...
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Well, I've been going through a bit trying to cut out my medication, Seraquil. The Dr told me it's a bad medication that can cause lots of problems, like diabetes. I don't want th I've been taking...
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Sorry. Going through withdrawel. be back, hopefully soon.
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Well, today was almost a disaster. The chef came in and started with a stupid comment trying to undermine my work. I let that go and the morning went all right. I left for the Dr's office. I told...
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I am just totally stressed out. Got the Rogers done, but now I'm sqrewing around with the T.V. trying to get it to work. Bob let me run a line downstairs, but setting it up is a differant story. I...
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I am so happy now that I sent that E-mail to the wrong address. Before I knew that I had done that, I did feel a little bad for doing it. i was a little angry, and hurt( I still hate admiting that...
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Thank God. I sent that message to a wrong E-mail address and I seen the message in my messages. Right away, I decided I didn't want to send it. I don't want to cause any hurt whatsoever for...
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Well, I decided to do something about what I was feeling about Cathy, and the choice she decided on. It may have not been right, but I think it needed to be done. I didn't want to keep things...
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Just need to bitch a little. Got an E-mail from Cathy yesterday saying she was going back with her husband so we shouldn't stay freinds. My first thought was alright, her choice and I need to...
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