jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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Oh boy. Sure is hard without G here. Karl just came up with my money. About fifteen minutes ago I went down to see him about it. He said he didn't have it as usual. I ended up threatening him...
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Well, feeling the loneliness today. The other day I came home to find the apartment empty. G had packed up what she wanted and left. It was a real shock, but something that I had a gut feeling...
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Well, I think i'm back on track again. Today I started comming to the realization that most of what I get angry about at work really doesn't matter. I think that it was good venting about it tho....
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Spent the last couple of days trying to get myself back on track. I think I'm alright, but I'm going to start seeing a counsellor I was seeing before. I find the last few months I've been trying...
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Today I'm just relaxing. I'm enjoying just spending the weekend at home puttering around. I seem to be getting addicted to that. I feel that if you want a nice home, a place where you are happy,...
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I am still sober. This has been the best thing that has happened in my life. I have been completly free of the obsession to drink. There have been moments where I have pondered the thought of...
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Been away from this for awhile, but I've been doing well. A lot of changes, but that just seems to be what happens in recovery. The key word there being, "Happens." Nothing happens during...
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Today is a much nicer day. Work was differant today. They had a free pizza day for all the employees at Manulife. it was still work, but a differant pace and atmosphere for a change. Unfortunatly...
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Wow! Today was going good until a few minutes ago. I wanted to punch out one of the kids a few minutes ago. Sorry to say, but this one is a real goof and he just hit the wrong button. I'm so...
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Today went pretty well at work. I was worried abit over the weekend, one of my past times. I had shared alot about myself with this lady that I work with. She came by the center one time and we...
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Wow! Is the apartment ever in a mess. I'm really not used to this amount of disaray, but I'm coping alright. I got the kitchen painted today. One more step to the finished outcome. I've been doing...
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Well, I'm back at the center for the second day since spending time with my partner. I don't really feel happy about being here. In just the few days I was gone, some weird stuff has happened...
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Work went well todat, but I was still thinking about Trish alot. I find myself sometimes wanting to get angry, but then I can't. It's that damned addiction that I really hate. I was talking alot...
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Just a quiet day today. I had to catch up on some rest. Had about an hour. Tried to watch some T.V. There was a movie on about a swat team. Seamed a little corny, so I came back here. Still...
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Today went well at work. All the bullshit that I was experiencing at the begining seem to have settled down. When I get there, I just try to do my best, and thats all I can do. Today a blizzard...
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