jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
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Today was much better at work, although I got shit because on my break I was smoking where I wasn't supposed to. I normally smoke at this secluded spot where I can read and meditate about things....
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I feel fantastic today. Had a hard day at work. Spent most of it trying to bite my tongue and not say bad things to the guy who was trying to help. I did get fed up and swore while I was talking....
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Todat was a bit differant at work. My supervisor was off, so guess who is doing her job? Plus a new guy started and they put him with me. The busiest section of the place where your right with...
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Wow! Really in a lot of pain this morning. Had a lot of trouble sleeping with it too. Otherwise I'm alright. I'm so thankful that nothings broken. I really hit hard when I fell. Anyway, still going...
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Today was a good day, until I fell off the ladder. I was helping my landlord with some houses. I was stupid and stood on the top of the ladder. The ladder came right out from me and I landed hard...
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I reacted on my emotions, and now I feel bad about it. i got angry over a message. I know sometimes when we read things, things can be taken in the wrong context. We don't always know everything...
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Just feel like writting tonight. My intelectual side seems to need some exercise it seems. Thats part of the problem I think for a lot of addicts and alcoholics. We are usually very intelectual,...
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Today was a very good day. All went well at work. I've been voicing myself about some stuff and how I want things. My supervisor goes along, but sometimes I wonder if she feels secure about it. I...
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Well, after seven months of beutiful things happening, I finally hit a time that I thought I just couldn't handle. And the truth is that I really couldn't handle it on my own. I thought my world...
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I had a wonderful night out with my landlord tonight. He's really an alright guy. We went to a few houses to do some work. I got to do a little plumbing, a little electrical work( Which surprised...
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Well, I'm out of my little rut. everything is alright. I know I was starting down that downward spiral, but thats not happening. Change my thoughts. It's what I have always told others, funny when it...
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This weekend has been extremly hard for me. Usually everyone looks foreward to any type of weekend, but with being alone now, I don't. I just don't know what to do with myself. I try to keep...
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This week was a very hard week emotionally for me. So many things going around in my mind. I'm trying to get refocused and pointed in the right direction again. I feel alot of mixed emotions...
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Oh boy. Sure is hard without G here. Karl just came up with my money. About fifteen minutes ago I went down to see him about it. He said he didn't have it as usual. I ended up threatening him...
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