jamesross
Status: Glad to be with recovery again. it's been a hell of a rough journey getting back, but I do want it very bad this time. I'm just trying.
Mood:
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I'm sitting in my office here at the center and feeling so peacful. I've got another addict here thats strugled for years. She's safely sleeping in the corner. I feel so good that I can give...
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I've been taking a little rest from my journal and spending the weekend with just me. Last week I had alot of negative shit going on in my head with people at the center here. I was letting the...
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Today I feel very tired and drained. Thoughts about getting high in some way keep going through my head. If only there was a way to do it without the consequences, but there isn't. I can't go...
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I feel so good today. Lots of things are starting to come together. Work is going very well. I'm very happy with the way things are going now. One of the ladies that work with me came by last...
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Today not really doing much. Mostly staying inside here at the center because it's a snow storm outside. I think this is one of the biggest ones we have had this year. Snow just doesn't want to...
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work went pretty good. I was tired as hell tho. One of the last customers, I was yawning in her face. couldn't help it. it was a busy day and I was exhausted. I'm here tho at the center still...
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Today I had a good day at work, but I had some things playing around with my thoughts. I found myself building resentments about all the petty games that were played at work. I try to just get...
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Work went pretty good, had one complaint that I ate something. Frigging people seem to be always watching for something to say. I'm around food all day, and sometimes I just want a taste. Alright,...
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I had a lawyer call here awhile ago wanting to know about the place and what we did. I could tell he already had a negative idea of the place. Was talking really stupid about things, trying to...
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Work went well today. I'm keeping on my toes and doing everything thats expected of me. It's a lot bettwer now that I'm getting along with my supervisor. She seems to really respect me now, and...
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Well, I got through work alright. Actually I felt really good going in today. That extra couple of hours does wonders. It was an easy day to, so that was good. We had all this food left over because...
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today was a really good day. I'm paying alot more attention to what I'm doing, and trying to just do things properly. The way they want it done. Talk about giving up your will. This has been a...
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Today was a great day. Work went well. When I got to the sobriety Center today there was a letter for me. I looked at it, it was from Dillon for when I go to court. This is what it says, "Mr...
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Today went well with work. Still settling down from the weekend. It was so wonderful to get away and relaxe. I miss the hot tub and comfy pillows. The Center is nice being back to. I'm trying to...
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