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- Never in 40 years did I ever lie to my husband. He was an avid powerball ticket buyer. And each pay day would purchase a ticket with the same numbers after he went to the bank to pick up his "mad" money. The last time he was in the hospital I...
- Well maybe one thing, I didn't cry as much. Not yet anyway. What future do I have without him. I love my kids and my beautiful grand daughters to pieces, but it is a different kind of love. A motherly love. My husband was my soul mate and half...
- My very best friend lost her husband when he was just 62 to a rare brain desease. It will be four years next month. I feel guilty that I didn't know how much pain she was in, until now. We have been best friends since we were 15. So here we both...
- My sister in law asked before my huband came home to home health care and then hospice if she could call the rest of the family. I told her flat out "NO' Anyone and everyone that really cares already knows! A cousin asked my daughter why we...
- Doesn't seem like I can get away from them. after 40 years together, everything reminds me of him. Can't listen to the radio, can't drive by restaurants we frequented, Don't ever want to step inside the VA again. Even trying to mow the back yard...
- Today is not a good day. Don't know why. Just remembering I guess. I have always loved this song and it was dedicated to Gary and I when our son and daughter in law got married. I think that was the last time we danced together. The words just...
- Did he not love me enough, or did he think I didn't love him enough to stay? Every thing seems so pointless, who cares if the dishes aren't done, the house is a mess, the kitchen floor gets installed? He is not here to see it. How do I cook for...
- After my entry about seeing a beautiful cardinal today,I left work and headed to u-save. Pulled in and turned right to go thru drive thru and bam. Some little elderly couple plowed right into me. Everyone was ok, but of course it started the...
- Yesterday was a truly lousy day. Last night I cryed for hours. Was writing in my journal and begging my husband to please come back and get me and take me with him. Six weeks today since he passed. Was outside at work watching a momma sparrow...
- I feel as though someone or thing is pouring salt into my wounds. As if I am not suffering enough, I am still getting the run around over his death certificate. The funeral home called me yesterday, said the person that signed it made an error....
- Before my love passed he had told me he wanted three things. Which funeral home to go to, he wanted to be creamated and he didn't want an obituary in the paper. My husband was I guess you could say a "non-conformist". He didn't like attention drawn...
- Am still getting the run around on my husband's death certificate. The funeral home says they keep leaving messages for the gal at va. wouldn't you think if she hasn't returned your call by now that she may be on vacation or doesn't even work there...
- I took a baby step (actually giant leap) Friday. Took my five year old grand daughter with me to spend the night and watch my two year old grand daugher cuz mommy had to work and daddy was out of town. It's a 90 mile drive and my sweet little...
- edit Can't get a death certificate Mood Friday, May 29, 2015Planned a lunch date with my beautiful neice today. But this morning I called the funeral home for up date on his death certificate. I was told two weeks ago that the state had rejected it...
- Thursday, May 28, 2015cToday was a tough day. I have been wanting to return the dialysis machine that's been in our home for 2 1/2 years and also the equipment from the VA. These were on my "list of things to do". Though I want all forms of...