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- So, I guess I should be over losing the love of my life of 40 years in 10 weeks. My daughter cut me to the core yesterday. I did not go fishing on grand daughters birthday as I had a major meltdown. I planned on seeing her in the evening but they...
- Ok, so the thought of going fishing in a boat with Lola, my daughter and her husband without my husband just brought a flood of tears. And I had a major melt down. I cried for hours! Was finally exhausted and finally got some sleep. Of course the...
- My grand daughter turns 6 today. And she wants to go fishing. Was invited but don't know if I can do it. We had a boat, sold it and were going to buy a pontoon. But he got so sick. So my son in law and his dad have purchased a boat together and...
- So the waiting game continues. First the death certificates took 7 weeks, the retirement check has been two weeks now. And I am waiting to get one ounce of energy back. And stop being reduced to tears at the slightest thing. Went to Walmart to pick...
- My Brain tells me that humans have been going through this kind of grief since the beginning of time. People do move on, survive and possibly make a happy, satisfying new life and maybe with another mate. This is logical to me. But here is the...
- After another full day of stress trying to co-ordinate this closing and what seemed like a thousand phone calls we finally got the kids new (to them) home closed. It was a battle to the very end. I should be happy and I am but I am so tired. One of...
- My Husband of nearly forty years passed on April 23rd. As a Reator I had my daughters home listed and wouldn't you know it would go under contract while we had hospice coming. And then they find a FSBO (for sale by owner). So, with everything going...
- Ok, so yesterday I made it a whole day without crying. But am making up for it today. These last three or more years I was so scared watching my husband's health deteriorate slowly. Kept shoving it to the back. But now I am so afraid to live...
- My kids don't have a Father, my Grands don't have a Grandpa and I don't have a Husband. Not that it was ever a huge celebration, but it was always sweet to know the kids would stop by or we would go to dinner. Mothers day was never a big deal for...
- How do I explain to those who have not lost their soulmate just how this feels. I hear all the time "I understand", "It will get better" etc. etc. I told my sister in law how losing my parents and his parents was gut wrenching. Then take this...
- Yesterday I finally met with my hubands financial guy. Couldn't do that until I had Death Certificate. We got what we needed done and he said he was so sorry about losing Gary. He said he didn't want to upset me, but he had been at his son's...
- How do I become "me" when I don't know what that is? I can't go back to that 19 year old kid that had not a care in the world! All I ever wanted back then was to fall in love, get married, live in a house with a white picket fence, and have a...
- All of my husband's siblings are in town this weekend for a family reunion. So I had already prepared his one sister he was closest to that I would not be attending the functions they had planned. But did want to see some of them. So had lunch with...
- Have any of you found the different way I seem to love my grand daughters now? Nothing is the same now that I can't share these moments with grandpa! Please don't get me wrong, I love them both to pieces and am so hoping Grandpa is up there being...
- Well Eukeka!! I finally have a death certificate, in fact two of them. I have been getting the run around for weeks now. So today the Scorpio came out in me. Was told the other day that the mail does not reach the funeral home until between 3...