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- Ok, so I fiinally admit it. I need help!!! I can't get caught up with everything that's overgrown, broken, needs fixed, replaced, cut down, finished, sorted through etc. etc. etc. The past few years with my husband's illness everything went to...
- Or in my case he took and is now giving. I have news to share. I found out last night that I am going to be a grandma again. My little Lola will be getting a baby brother or sister in March! I am overjoyed and yet saddened at the same time. My...
- As my "handle" says, my husband and I love dogs. He died of complications of diabetes and we had a "pharmacy" in our home. After sorting through and discarding anything I knew no one could use, my son and I just made a trip to our local Humane...
- Why him, why not me? He was such a loving, devoted son, husband, father and grandpa. I still hurt so much missing everything about him. He was too good to be taken. And I am left to pick up the pieces. Will he truly be waiting for me? Does he see...
- My best friend (lost her husband 4 years ago) and I took our trip to colorado. We left Tuesday and arrived back home on Sunday. The trip was bitter sweet. We spent many hours in the car and hotel crying, laughing and reminising. On the 23rd (three...
- So my girlfriend and I are leaving for our big trip to Colorado Tuesday morning. We met together today to do some shopping for the trip. While she was trying on a swim suit I saw a night shirt with a weenie dog on it and just lost it. We had a...
- My best friend since the age of 15 and I are taking a trip next week. Going to Colorado. So why should she or I feel guilty about that? She lost her husband 4 years ago to a very rare brain disease and I had no way of knowing what she has gone...
- In olden days when a loved one passed people wore black for a year. I want to pin a big black W on me. A sign that I am mouring the most important man in my life. My past, my future, my spouse, my soul mate taken too soon. I want people to know...
- I bought a new toy yesterday, or should I say another piece of equipment. Since my husband's illness required so much of my attention these past several years and he was no longer able to do anything strenous, both the inside and outside of our home...
- Yesterday I was sitting in my husband's lawn chair, the spot he used to love while he watched the goings on in the neighborhood. Was thinking of him and how much I miss him and of course here come the tears. Was asking him to send me a sign,...
- So for nearly 12 weeks I have been reading books and coming here. But what I really want is a map or instruction book or a guide. Step by step. Here is what you do. Here is your goal for this month. and next and on and on. I find reading books...
- At nearly twelve weeks in this journey, I do feel like I am making a little progress. Though all the holidays and birthdays were all tough, I made it through without him. Do I like it NO. But it is what it is. I finally decided that I can cry and...
- Is it possible to die of a broken heart? I have spent the last three days crying, hurting, missing him, reliving our life together and finding no joy in the future. I have spent my entire adult life taking care of others in need, giving anything I...
- These last few days have been filled with crying, sleeping, not sleeping and repeat, not necessarily in that order. Just pure agony. Been waiting on funds from my husbands retirement, now mine and am tired of living on borrowed money. That is not...
- Here comes another wave! So many special occasions and Holidays are just too much! Easter he was dying, my daughters birthday he was dying, Mothers day he was gone, oldest son's birthday he was gone, daughter in laws birthday he was gone, Memorial...