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- Noticing the little things. Lately I have made a point to notice the little things in life that bring so much comfort. The flowers still blooming, the sunsets and starry nights. The sounds of the cicada's and of course all the little critters that...
- For those of you Who's spoused passed from a lengthy illness. Do you feel you started grieving long before they passed? My husband was diabetic for more than twenty years and that stinking disease affected every part of his body. He was forced to...
- I find myself putting off some important stuff. I need to file an appeal with VA about not paying a bill, apparently they denied it, why who knows. I also need to file an appeal with them over the co pays involved over the last few years. And I need...
- Can we find it in our Hearts to agree to disagree. We come from all walks of life, different places, different life experiences etc. But we all have one thing in common, we have all lost the most important person, our spouse/partner. We come here...
- WHAT was I thinking? ha ha ha, it's been nearly six years since we got a puppy. That means I was nearly six years younger! And oh how I forgot just how busy these two can be. We can no longer "walk" through the house. We do a forward and backward...
- Several months before my husband passed he said maybe in August we could get a new puppy. A miniature Dachshund. We both loved our little Winnie that had passed a few months before. At the time we had no idea that he would not be here by August. (he...
- , I want to retrain my brain. I would give anything to have my old life back, but I know that is not possible and I would not want my husband to suffer one moment longer. That being said, I don't want the old me back, at least not all of her. Yes,...
- I had to go to the safety deposit box at the bank today to retrieve my marriage license. Social Security needed it. Was looking through things trying to decide if I even needed to keep the box, or just bring the contents home. I opened up our...
- For the past five days, or should I say nights I have been unable to sleep. I have been agonizing over every little thing. I admit this overwhelming grief has gotten the best of me. I can't seem to form a positve thought, just such draining remorse...
- I have made a decision to no longer speak of my how I feel with my daughter. She has a master's degree in counciling, her own practice and is doing so awsome. Yet, through all her years of schooling and what a wonderful job she does with her...
- I have spent the last three days crying, up most of the night and drug out during the day. I cry, I nap, I can't sleep and this is exhausting. Is it the four month mark of his passing? Or is this just another wave? So tonight I decide a little...
- In two days it will be four months! I can't do this anymore. I am in so much pain. I miss him more each day. Every ounce of my body, mind and soul are crushed. I am so sick of crying at the slightest thing. And crying leaves me with the worst...
- I am just so tired of pretending that I'm ok. I am not! There I said it. I have this huge hole in my heart and it is getting the best of me. I seem to miss him more each day and the hurt only seems to get deeper. I so want to believe I will find...
- Coming to terms with my husband's passing is so hard to grasp. The why me's. Trying to put things in a different perspective. What makes me so special that this shouldn't have happened to us? My heart is broken, I cry at the drop of a hat, and...
- I used to be a glass half full type of person, always hopeful. Now I feel like the whole 'f'**ing glass is empty. The world is spinning and I want it to stop. I miss him, and can see no happiness in the future. I see encouragement from all those...