Future?

Coming to another chapter in my life.. Theresa will graduate in 5 months from HS, I will be sad and glad, glad she will finally get out of HS its been a very hard,long and painful at times journey... never thought this is what my . ourlives would be like..but guess we never know what will come our way..She is going to University of Findlay in Ohio for pre-vet.Now I just hope she has overcome her eating issues and depression , she will be on her own guess we have to let go sooner or later and hope for the best.. Ashley would be so proud of her wish she were here to see her ... I know she can do this hope she knows! 
some days I have motivation and think of all the things I want to accomplish than a bad day comes and I feel back where I was..guess life is just full of ups and unfortunately a lot of downs. I can't even imagine how great my life could have of been if only she didn't die .. where we would all be ... If only , but we know how that goes...