here it comes again

OK so here comes another Nov I hate Nov! anyway  This week has been so weird, have been up and down  Its been 8 yrs ! Nov 3 the anniversary of Ashleys accident than the long 9 days thinking she was going to make it but of course that's not what was meant to be  Nov 12 worst day of my life and my moms best until the yr of 2006 a life began and a life ended.. I hate this week...
I sometimes feel like im into life again and then bam I feel like I don't want anything to do with it  I guess that's going to be the rest of my journey  ups and downs     life..  

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Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

A mother\'s heart is hard wired to feel these days in the most intense of ways.

I\'m SO sorry that this was the outcome for Ashley and for all of you who love her. Deepest of sighs...

Gentle care and heart hugs,
Xo Joanie
NoraMc
NoraMc

love and hugs my friend... you are so close,,, we really should get together.... love ya!
annsullivan
annsullivan

{{{HUGS}}}
CFMOM2
CFMOM2

Hoping that Ashley sends you some sign of her love to help comfort you. Hugs, Kathy
biowoman
biowoman

The ups and downs continue, don\'t they? One thing that I have realized is...that I am not down as long. I go there...feel it...and then somehow return to life. Time does change things...never will it go away. Love and gentle hugs to you my friend.