Its a long journey
Its been so long since Ive been here way too long!! so much has been happening just when you feel you are making some progress the floors caves in on you.. Theresa again going thru some bad times a lot of depression mood swings felt like i couldnt take it anymore .. but finally found out a few weeks ago got a call from her HS apparently her counselor was talking with her and she diclosed some info about a neighbor, police were called a whole investigation but at least I am thankful she was never touched she had been holding this in since Ashley died she didnt want to say anything cause his neighbor helped us out when we were in hell right after Ashley died... we star some counceling tomorrow guess we'll see how this goes..other than that not much else thats enough !!I still think about Ashley everyday like everybody else here dont know what the answers are ...
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OH Kim, it\'s so good to hear from you! You know I hold a special place in my heart for you and Ashley! In my beginning of this nightmare, when I was still in the \"need to find the mom of a teenage girl similar to Kala\" I found you and Ashley! Oh how alike our girls are!!!! Softball, blood donors, outgoing, funny, compassionate, smart...the list goes on and on!
I\'m so sorry for all that\'s been going on with Theresa. My heart breaks that she\'s been carrying around what she has for so long....and SO thankful, as you say, it wasn\'t worse than it was....bad enough I\'m sure, since the police got involved. My love and prayers to her and hopeful the counseling will continue and give her the safe space in which she can release and heal.
I think about Ashley SO often. Every time I look at any of Kala\'s softball stuff I think of Ashley too. I am sure they have played a game or two in Heaven....and I KNOW they\'ve beaten the boys!!! Hahahaha! Ashley was a pitcher right?.....at least that\'s the position I\'ve imagined. Kala was first base. I can close my eyes and see Ashley rocketing a ball to Kala and Kala tagging out the boy who thought it would be easy to beat the girls! hehehehe!
Thank you for stopping by and please come back as often as you can!
I love you!
I love Ashley!
Hoping that your family and you continue on your path of healing. It does feel like a few steps forward and then several back, yet thank goodness never where we were when we first started.
I know that your Ashely is missed sorely and I hope that the counseling will feel healing and fruitful for you and your daughter. I understand the worry and anxiety that is felt for our surviving children, truly I do.
Loving care as you continue on and grateful you let us know how you are doing.
Hugs, Joanie
Oh ... Theresa,, oh,,,so sad...how can people be so horrid,,, my prayers for you and Theresa....love ya!