Life?

Ok just got back from Ohio, dropped off Theresa at school, bittersweet.. we made it our vacation spent a few days before at Lake Erie broke down with our RV got it going 5 hrs later but we finally made it to our destination..beautiful area but wasn't  what I expected Theresa and Lauren fought, argued ,even at time hitting each other ! but always made up I don't know maybe because they were both nervous about the changes coming ? IDK? anyway got home yesterday minus Theresa  I really hope she does well Im nervous she will go back to her bad ways ! hopefully not but still in the back of my mind She was unpacking her stuff she took several pictures of Ashley from Ashleys room and put them on her desk I didn't say anything but sometimes the girls argue over who can take Ashleys things, she also took Ashleys bookbag hopefully it helps her!..now have been going over how on earth Im going to pay for this! never did I think college would be so expensive!40,000 a yr are they crazy ! ok so the school gave her 15000 and she got some scholarships and grants but still 23,000 a yr she owes so basically 100,000 by the time she graduates and the interest! blows my mind! oh well
 thanks so much to everyone who sends me messages I feel really bad that I don't go on regularly  its so hard I never seem to have me time but I do so appreciate all who remember Ashleys special days! Thanks !!