Holidays finally over so glad they are over, just a lot of hustle and bustle to just try and keep the sadness from surfacing.. My brother is up from Florida leaving tomorrow morning it was nice to see him... wish he didnt live so far away but at least he does come and visit, he really has been a great brother thru all of this... back to the everday grind so tired of the same old same old and just pushing thr each day .. went to church sun my brother wanted to take my youngest to church so I went didnt do much for me but I think it meant a lot to himshe hasnt gone since she made confirmation sometimes I feel bad cause I know my kids dont go because of me but it still is so hard not sure what to believe in ,they dont wat to go anymorecant understand why so much bad stuff happens in this world....anyway glad to get over the holidays:)