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This is a poem that a friend of mine posted on my facebook last night. It is beautiful.You are happyBut not in your heartI feel your strenghtof scatered emotions.Be strong my friendyou can endure.The...

  Wow! I dont know what's wrong with me this week....I'm so depressed. I dont want to talk to anyone...I just want to die. I called my doctor friend tonight to see if I can get a prescription for...

I called him again tonight after texting 4 or 5 times again. I cant help myself. But I have hit rock bottom tonight. i know that I have to let go for me now because if I dont I'm going to lose my...

Bad day..... Had to go sign the final papers for the sale of our house.....it's done. We no longer own anything together. It killed me. The lawyer was trying to be all cutesy funny. I feel kind of...

 Found this on the internet & I'm having a hard time disecting it but it's helping....Hope it can help someone else.Letting Go Our attachments to people, things and situations are a result of...

It's been a little while since I wrote here last. I had a really bad day yesterday. I was home alone pretty much all day & that;s when I miss him the most. I have been fighting with him so much...

It is 2:36 am here & I really wish there was an after hours bar. I dont want ti be home drunk & lonely....it sucks. I hads fun tonight though ....it's the first time being able to get drunk in a lomg...

Really wanted to hold onto the anger but overwhelming sadness are creeping in once more. God, I hate this!! I went grocery shopping this morning & while I was in the store I started thinking about...

had a huge fight with him yesterday morning. I had sent him an email Thursday night regarding a birthday party Olivia had for Friday evening. I wanted to know if he could pick up a gift bag & take...

Wow! Where do I start....? I met with him this evening....to discuss business & Olivia. It didn't go so well. I was so hoping he would see the error of his ways. But he still acted so indignant. I...

I am in such a bad mood today. I think this meeting tomorrow is really getting to me. You know, logically, I think to myself, screw him....I can find someone else & be happy. But then 2 seconds later...

 I got angry at him again last night. I overheard him talking to our daughter about asking for a Xbox from Santa to keep at his place. I had already planned on getting both my girls a Nintendo Wii...

 Went this afternoon & had my cards read with a friend. The first words out of this lady's mouth, who had never met me before were, " you are not with the man you are meant to be with"......that...

Really feeling down right now...... I reread all his text messages from yesterday & now I just dont know.....I try to read what he means & I just cant....I know I shouldn't be even trying.... Then I...

Just woke up.....have that really empty feeling again. I'm so tired of feeling empty. Went out last night with a friend. It wasn't too bad. I really liked the club that we finally ended up at. They...