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Happy Valentine's Day! I am feeling a bit sad today because of what day it is but at the same time, I feel enlightened & hopeful about me as a person for the first time in a very long while. Writing...

Wel...tonight has been one huge eye-opening experience for me....this is going to be a long on! All these months, all these years, I finally realized tonight what a very selfish person I have...

I'm just feeling devastated.....I dont know how to go on....

I am sooooo excited. First let me say what a horrible night it was last night....finally got my little sttled down & fast asleep in my bed by 2am. She stopped vomitting which was a huge relief to...

I am so stressed out tonight...& pissed & upset. Our 8 year old has a throat infection & has been throwing up tonight. She's not the easiest child to deal with when she's sick....so I dealt with that...

I feel so incredibly sad..... I have been feeling so much emotion lately & today my daughter is sick so we stayed home.I sent him an email this morning...Brendan, I know I said I wasn't going to...

Still feeling really down tonight. Why is this all hitting me like this again? It seems I just start feeling better then WHAM! I'm back here again...I was doing so well with not texting or Emailing...

It's been over 3 weeks since I have emailed, texted or called him for anything other than Olivia. I have told him that i will no longer communicate via text or email as things get too easily...

I seem to be having more "down" times than "up" times these days....I had a spell tonight where I just broke down. I was litterally sobbing...I feel so overwhelmed sometimes. I picked up a few...

Just an update.. Why do we need to write in here for this??I'm also drinking 8+ glasses of water a day now..

Just updating.. :)

I spent the night with my oldest daughter last night. We had a great time. She lives an hour away which isn't far but in the winter it certainly can be. We went to see a movie with her boyfriend & I...

Down 4 lbs!!!