had a huge fight with him yesterday morning. I had sent him an email Thursday night regarding a birthday party Olivia had for Friday evening. I wanted to know if he could pick up a gift bag & take her to the party after he picked her up at daycare. He usually checks his email later in the evening but I heard nothing back. So at 7 am next morning, I texted him.....still nothing. So I finally decided that after I dropped Olivia off at the bus stop, I would stop off at our old house which is where he's staying until the end of the month when the new owners take possession. I rang the bell twice, then knocked loudly several times...nothing but his car was in the driveway. Of course, now I'm thinking he spent the night with someone. I get back in my car & try calling him on his cell. Again nothing. By the time I got to work, I was furious & he calls just as I get there. I immediately asked him who he spent the night with. He tells me that what he does now is none of my business. After arguing for a minute, he says that he walked to work because everyone in his office is going to the partners cottage & drinking in the afternoon. BULLSHIT!!! How stupid does he think I am!? So after hanging up on him, he texts me, again informing me that he was none of my business. I lost it! I texted back telling him that he was the biggest F***ing liar ever & that he had absolutely no chance of ever getting me back now cause I hate him & he is now dead to me!  We fought via text for awhile then it switched over to emails. I told him he had set the precedent. He's screwing around, the gloves are off & I can do the same. So he emailed back saying that he'd go with one of his "prospects" & then rubbed in my face that there were "many"! I emailed back & told him not to drink first so he wouldn't sisappoint them or embarass himself.....LOL, I was proud of that one! He emailed back ...."look at us Pam, is this what it has come to? Is this what you want?" I said "no", it's not what I want but what it has come to....it is what it is. Then he calls me on my cell at work....again asking if this is what I want. I told him no but he has pushed me to this point & reminded him that to me he is dead. I hung up. He sent one last email saying that he will no longer defend himself to me & that it is because of my reaction today that he doesn't want to be with me nor ever will want to again. Now it's next day & my anger has disappated somewhat. I start to feel like I have pushed him away for good & then I get a pang of panic. But dammit!!! He has pushed me to this because he wont answer anything honestly & he plays at being vague. I dont believe his story yesterday! There are too many things that dont make sense....Why didn't he reply to my text? Why didn't he answer my call? Why didn't he get a ride in with his business partner? He never walks....nothing adds up. I know he's lying. He's wrong....I didn't do this to us. He has & I hate him for it! I know I wont sleep with anyone tonight when I go out but he'll be wondering tonight! I find he is playing head games & I know I can out play him there. I am trying very hard to take the high road & not play into that but he's making it hard!!