Wow! Where do I start....? I met with him this evening....to discuss business & Olivia. It didn't go so well. I was so hoping he would see the error of his ways. But he still acted so indignant. I sat looking across at him & I could hardly recognize the person I thought he was. It broke my heart. I finally told him that as far as I am concerned it is over. I know deep in my heart things could never be good between us again. I could never trust him again. The hope that I have been holding onto is just the pain talking but I know I am the one who needs to let that go & sever any hopes that may be left. I have to do that for me. Is it going to be hard....Oh yeah. I already know that but I have to let go now.....it breaks my heart & causes fresh pain but I have to for my sanity....what's left of it.
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i only get calls from me ex...it feels so weird calling him that. i am still his wife. & if it were up to me, wew ould be together. when he does call he sometimes would be nice but not want to hear me cry. now he is just mean almost & rude...because his new \'girl\' is always right there...so he puts on a show for her to act like he totally hates me. but when i\'d get the calls before that without her right there he was nicer & that pisses me off...well really it just hurts. i hate this. i cant believe that someone who claimed to love me so much could hurt me this way. how could he??