pam96

I sent one short text..."thank you for the necklace."  Thought it would be very rude not to acknowledge it...

 Got a text message from him this morning at 7am..."happy birthday. Hope you have a better day than yesterday".....I wanted to text back & tell him to go F*** himself but I held back. I didn't...

I feel like I'm dying inside all the time. We texted & Emailed today & basically, in a nut shell, he said that he doesn't want to fight for us.....I cant fight by myself. He says that "a leopard...

 Feeling so sad today....I left Saint John this morning for Moncton. I am missing him so badly today that it hurts physically   :(  . I am staying here until the 1st so it will be my first New...

 Made it through the Christmas part, now just get through New Year's!! Hope everyone had a nice Christmas considering....

I'm up early this morning....couldn't sleep  :( It's been a very rough couple of days. I'm hurting so much & I have been crying so much that my face looks like a blowfish! We talked Friday night &...

 Sunday night & it's a blizzard outside.  I'm feeling so miserable tonight. I broke off the "fling" I had been having with my husband Wednesday night. i knew he was upset when he left but as usual,...

  Well things have taken a turn once more. By my choice though this time. We had still been "seeing" eachother but I've decided I cant be happy with a part time relationship. The deciding factor was...

 I'm at work right now & having one hell of a day! Anyone who thinks a full moon does not affect people have never worked with mentally challenged individuals!! Full moon on Saturday. Friday should...

Things are still going OK with him but I find myself questioning if we are doing the right thing by having this "whirlwind romance". I still very much want to work things out but I dont know if what...

It's been an amazing weekend!! I am feeling so hopeful for the future but still terrified!! Our daughter & myself had a "sleepover"at his place last night. We are being careful right now because we...

So much has been happening since I wrote last!! After last Friday night, I backed right off with him. He had mentioned that he was confused after what had happened so I didn't want to add to it. He...

Feeling pretty good the past few days.....had a "rendezvous" with him last Friday & I'm not feeling upset about it in the least. I needed the physical release so bad!! Joined the gym & went yesterday...

Not feeling too good lately. I'm trying so hard to get past this & I haven't called him for aweek exactly today. I've only texted twice regarding our daughter. It's so hard.  I am still missing him...

Feeling pretty good the past 2 days. I read the book "The Secret" this weekend all about the power of positive thinking & being thankful for what you have. It made a huge impact on me. On the way...