pam96

I'm just feeling devastated.....I dont know how to go on....

I am sooooo excited. First let me say what a horrible night it was last night....finally got my little sttled down & fast asleep in my bed by 2am. She stopped vomitting which was a huge relief to...

I am so stressed out tonight...& pissed & upset. Our 8 year old has a throat infection & has been throwing up tonight. She's not the easiest child to deal with when she's sick....so I dealt with that...

I feel so incredibly sad..... I have been feeling so much emotion lately & today my daughter is sick so we stayed home.I sent him an email this morning...Brendan, I know I said I wasn't going to...

Still feeling really down tonight. Why is this all hitting me like this again? It seems I just start feeling better then WHAM! I'm back here again...I was doing so well with not texting or Emailing...

It's been over 3 weeks since I have emailed, texted or called him for anything other than Olivia. I have told him that i will no longer communicate via text or email as things get too easily...

I seem to be having more "down" times than "up" times these days....I had a spell tonight where I just broke down. I was litterally sobbing...I feel so overwhelmed sometimes. I picked up a few...

 Been feeling so-so since last Sunday. I dont know why but I seem to be having a relpse of missing him. I try very hard not to think of him or memories but it sneaks up on me. I hate that. Why can...

Feeling a bit down tonight...not too bad though. I went out drinking last night so I'm chalking it up to the effects of alcohol making me feel this way. Trying so hard not to think of him but he was...

I am so codependent/love addict & I can see it just as plain as day... Becoming very good friends with the other guy....it is nice though because he is much, much younger than me so I have the...

Went out on a "date" last night. It went well & I had a really great time. We just hung out & had drinks & enjoyed the band. Helped to feel better....

I asked him today in an email if we could talk tonight. He replied, "Please dont do this again, Pam. No. I have indicated that I am moving on & you should too."  I guess I need not feel guilty about...

Having a bit of a hard night...:(  I've been feeling pretty good the last couple of days but tonight I'm thinking about him & things too much again. I try to focus on something else but it wanders...

I am feeling so down again tonight.yesterday I litterally felt like I was going crazy. I had a wierd burning sensation through the top of my head & fluttery feeling in my stomach. I was on the verge...