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So I had to go to him yesterday to request an advance on spousal support to see me til the end of school. That was extremely difficult for me to do.He has been threatening me with taking me to court...

 Been feeling great for the past little while. It feels so good just to be happy. I haven't been doing well with my weigh loss goal but I'm not beating myself up about it. I will do it.. I just need...

Down to 210 this morning but cant figure out how to change it.... lol.. dont care, I'm happy either way. :)

I'm so tired of hurting... I'm so tired of people betraying my trust... I'm so tired of being lonely... I'm so frigging tired of thinking....

 Just when I think I can hurt no more... something else happens. Olivia got home from her weekend awhile ago... It still always messes me up inside when I see him. We were cuddling on the couch,...

Brendan,Here we are... the 15th of February, the day after Valentine's Day. This weekend has been so hard for me, knowing that you have had her to show love to & receive back from. It isn't fair that...

I am really, really beginning to despise being a woman... I can pretty much set my monthly clock by when I start to think about things & feel down... For all the men that complain about our PMS......

 I haven't updated my goals for so long. Maybe because I seem to be going backwards. Time for that to change. By posting them on here & keeping up with them, maybe I will hold myself more...

 So, Olivia's new camera that he got her for Christmas was sitting around last night & me being me, couldn't help but take a look at the photos on it. He has been with HER for over a year now & even...

 Hello all.....I'm back again to journal & update.  I'm back in school & now studying Travel & Tourism full time for the next 2 years. I absolutely love it & at times, wish I had made this decision...

 Well....I haven't been around very much at all the past few months. Have been really busy with summer, work, preparing to go back to school & my kids. I had been doing really well 7 thought that I...

  Well...things have been going fairly well for the last little while up until a few days ago. My soon to be ex husband is from South Africa & relocated to Canada in 1998 to be with me. Our daughter...

 It has been a wonderful day! Even though I'm PMS'ing (still!) & had a few down moments, I quickly pushed negativity to the back burner & enjoyed the day.:) This morning, my youngest & I attanded...

  I dont journal much these days. I guess I'm preferring to not think about everything much & this makes me think. I've been doing ok lately although just the past 2 days, I've been thinking about...

Doing excellent on this one now! :)