pam96

I'm feeling....I dont even know what I'm feeling anymore. I dont want to feel anymore. I went to the gym tonight but I'm feeling so drug out emotionally & mentally that I only stayed for 45...

24 hours in with no texts, no phone calls & no emails....I did get my daughter to let me check my phone for any texts but nothing....I gave it back to her.

I have given up my cell phone to my daughter for a month in hopes that I can break free of my addiction of needing contact with him....Now I only need to fight the urge to call or email. Since texts...

I'd like to thank all of my friends first of all for thier support & hugs on here. I know I'm not being a very good friend in return but I'm not in a good place in me right now.....I seriously feel...

I AM SO F***ING PISSED RIGHT NOW!!!!!! hE TOLD ME IN A TEXT AFTER I HOUNDED HIM THAT HE IS DATING SOMEONE....THE GIRL HE MET NEW YEARS EVE!!! i ACTUALLY FEEL LIBERATED TONIGHT. HE CAN GO STRAIGHT TO...

Through all of that last night, my lifesaver was vicky76 on here....thank you so much for your support & friendship.

Last night was really, really bad. One of my best friends came down from Moncton on Thursday. She has been my main support throughout this whole mess & I love her dearly. Her family all lives here &...

I still have not cried but feeling very numb this morning...I feel like I'm losing it. I think he did kiss her & he cant admit the truth....Story of our marriage. This is so hard....

I did it again....I began texting him. I asked him if he wanted it to be over....he said...he was moving on. I asked him if he had had a date for New Year's Eve...he said he hadn't but that he had...

Feeling down tonight....I'm trying so hard to improve my outlook & attitude. I have always been generally happy until all this happened. I guess because I have never been forced to look inwards & now...

I had to text him regarding his "date night" with our daughter...he texts back with his answer & "happy new year" added to it...I just want to scream!!!!!!! There is nothing HAPPY about it nor my...

Well...it is now 11:28 pm in NB, Canada. Half hour to the New Year. I want to be asleep when it hits so I need to go to bed now. I have spent most of the evening reading through the discussion board...

Sent 2 Emails with links to websites & 1 text...asked him not to respond but I needed to tell him I love him.....  :(

Really miserable today..... New Year's Eve without him & It's storming so there's a good chance that I wont be able to go out tonight either. Feeling so totally alone right now & cant help thinking...

One whole day without texting, Emails or phone calls!!! Gotta go to bed soon though cause it's killing me. Got a rubber band on my wrist now & am sore from snapping it so much today! Really miss...