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  Well....I've been away for a bit. I was having a really hard time just "being". Nothing was feeling good or right & I just had to hibernate, so to speak.  I have been off work for the whole month...

   I am feeling extremely stressed out right now!And with it comes the anger back at him! I was put off on stress leave this past Friday. I thought this would be a good thing but it's turning into...

   Since the day I found her stuff, I have been completely overwhelmed with such intense emotions!! I cant even explain them but I now know how people can be so enraged as to hurt someone...

 I haven't been on here very much recently. I am really struggling with everything. I have been seeing the pastor of the church around the corner from me. He is trying to help me deal with my...

 I haven't written for awhile. I haven't been doing that great. Today, however, has been the worst! I went this morning to pick up Olivia at his place to go to church. I asked to use the washroom &...

Doing excellent on this one now! :)

  Well....I've been away for a bit. I was having a really hard time just "being". Nothing was feeling good or right & I just had to hibernate, so to speak.  I have been off work for the whole month...

   I am feeling extremely stressed out right now!And with it comes the anger back at him! I was put off on stress leave this past Friday. I thought this would be a good thing but it's turning into...

   Since the day I found her stuff, I have been completely overwhelmed with such intense emotions!! I cant even explain them but I now know how people can be so enraged as to hurt someone...

 I haven't been on here very much recently. I am really struggling with everything. I have been seeing the pastor of the church around the corner from me. He is trying to help me deal with my...

 I haven't written for awhile. I haven't been doing that great. Today, however, has been the worst! I went this morning to pick up Olivia at his place to go to church. I asked to use the washroom &...

 I started taking celexa Thursday night. I dont know if it's a side effect but I'm up really early these days. Yesterday at 7 am & this morning 6 am...That's a little frustrating! I'm nervous this...

 Feeling numb still...it's kind of wierd but then I'll get a wave of sadness wash over me & I just push it away...I wrote a post yesterday about how I feel overwhelmed lately. Today I went to a...

 I Read him the letter last night....it went well. He listened to me & added some comments about it not being all my fault. I sobbed through the whole thing. I am so saddened to realize that I...

 Feeling so-so tonight....I have been thinking about him all day for some reason....I went & got a new tattoo today. A dragonfly...they symbolize going past self-created illusions that limit our...