I am in such a bad mood today. I think this meeting tomorrow is really getting to me. You know, logically, I think to myself, screw him....I can find someone else & be happy. But then 2 seconds later I'm sobbing my heart out because I miss him so bad. In less than a month and a half, i have lost my husband, my best friend (so I thought) , my home & my security. I feel so lost..... Damn him for doing this to us!!! I hate him so much at times I could explode!
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I am in the same boat. It sucks big time! You will find someone..but when your ready. You will become stronger and smarter from all this crap.
i feel the same way :(
exactly the same way. i cant believe he did this to us either. our family . our life. my only happiness. he ruined my whole world. my whole being. I dont care what anybody says...i know i will never fully get over this. he was what i wanted ...& i had it & now its gone. i so desperatley do not want to be lonely , but if i ever were to be so lucky & find someone else one day....It will not be him. It will not be the same. he was what i wanted. i dont want to change it up & try this with someone else!. but i dont want to be alone...