Sorry I have not written in such a long time. I have been in impatient for the last four days. Don't worry it was for nothing bad, the drugs (depacote) that the doctor gave to me were toxic in my system and I was a little loopy on them, so they wanted to monitor me on this new drug Abilfy.So far they are working! I love them I am going to a job interview and I hope I do well I am somewhat nervous.  But my mom and dad think that I should give this medication some time before I go out into the world again. I agree with them, but I cant simply pass up this offer. Plus when I pulled my card today it told me to no t wear the hat that is made of my weakness. It said to let my insecurities become the foothold upon which I can jump higher for growth. So that made me feel really good about going into that interview this afternoon. I am also going to Porter IOP this morning.  I kinda cant wait to see everyone, however, I am starting to diminish the time that I am there. This means that I am diminishing the time that I am spending with Dr. Tank, who I am beginning to not like more and more as she continually changes my plan of action in medications. But they have gotten me to this point so I figure she is doing something right. That reminds me I need to make an appointment with Dr. Davis. Well I am off to porter!