I am getting better I think that it might have to do with the fact that it is now the weekend. Next weekend I am going to visit my brother in Durango CO. I am going with my dad and I think that this is going to be a good trip for the two of us and mostly the three of us. I know that we will be driving together for eight hours. My step mother an step brother are not going. My step brother wants to go but he will be in school when we leave. My step mother really didn't want to go because she has a party to go to next weekend. This is good however, because Luke, my brother, only wanted my dad and I to come. It will be the three of us again... we have not done this in a long time.  On another note. I am moving closer and closer to being a teacher's aide at Manuel HS. While this is in progress I am still looking for real paying work. I am looking into customer service positions.  I went up to Loveland Basin and it was so far that I cant take the job I know that I get exhausted after a day of skiing... i cant add an hour drive in madness to Denver after that. But yet I am in so much debt that I have to get a job and stop buying meaningless crap. RIght now I am buying all things REI and The North Face. I don't know why I think it have to do with the fact that it is winter now and I like to be warm when I go out. I am keeping warm now with a whisky sour and scary movie, well I am going to switch to Thursday night TV on NBC. I love it. I have got to go. I will talk to you later.