hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I increased my medication and now I can feel it taking some effect on me. But I am very very anxious about my money, about the money my grandparents left to me. I can't believe how much money that I...
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I really want to run away right now. I have nothing to do here and I simply want to go experience something new and different, but I don't want to do it alone. I want someone to come with but I know...
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I met with my new psychiatrist this morning. It was interesting. She seems like she's my age. A kid fresh out of college. I had to reexplain my situation in a small way, I cant go into detail within...
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I met with this kid Marshall from freshman year in college. We messed around the other night and I thought that it might go a little further, but it doesn't seem as though he wants to put in the time...
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Did I ever tell you that the other day I quit my job for the Rockies and told everyone that they had over hired and my position was no longer in need of an attendant. Last night I went and stayed at...
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Today I went to Coor's Field to turn in my pay slip and when I did that I resigned my position there. I was just so unhappy and it took a great toll on my schoolwork. I'm going to tell my parents...
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I don't know what to say. I am feeling better but I have been soaking myself in alcohol and pot for the past few days. School is over and I think I failed one of my classes and I am ok with that, the...
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I think that today was an odd day. Katie and I went to go see Jacqui's new house and we took two cars because Katie was leaving right after seeing the house and Jacqui and I were going to go to IKEA...
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I think that I just agreed to watch Katie's dog for the entire weekend (from Thursday-Sunday). I didn't even know that Katie was leaving this weekend. I think that she may be going to another...
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I dont know if I actually have a friend that I can ALWAYS depend on. There are many friends that I can goto at different times I suppose, but no one all the time. I thought that Katie might fulfill...
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I think I am going to go to my dispensary tomorrow and get some edibles. I need to go to the doctor and renew my license even though I knew that I wanted stop once it was expired by I know that it is...
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I just got back from a trip that I took by myself. I thought it would be fun to take the train from Denver to Glenwood Springs and then stay one night there and turn around on the train. I booked...
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I don't know why I write infrequently now. I am almost off all of my medication, but I will be staying on the lithium. I am on 100mg of seroquel now instead of the 800mg and I am only taking 1mg of a...
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I really want to write more. I always get distracted or just simply forget to write in my journal. i just got back yesterday from a great weekend in Crested Butte where I learned a lot. I love being...
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I have no clue what to think. I think that it's a waste of my time to go celebrate Rachael's birthday when I know that there is no reason to and she wont appreciate the gesture. I would rather give...
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