hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I had posted something on the support group wall and asked a question. I question myself in the area of school. I don't know why its taking so long. I slept so long yesterday. So long that I keep...
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I dont think that I have written in a while. But, I am writing now. I see a new doctor on Monday and I am eager to get my monthly allowance from my dad. I will finally have the money to complete the...
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I sometimes wish there was someone on here that knew me personally and could offer some help in these times where I am so confused and just want support. I keep thinking now about the time that I was...
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I don't seem to write a lot any more. I think there may be too many things going on in life right now. I keep ditching class, just not going. I feel tired and lethargic towards life. There isn't...
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My body is shutting down literally I think. I feel sensitive to touch and completely exhausted. However, I drown myself in liquor every night so I can simply forget about life and the pain that...
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I don't know what to write but i feel that it is over due for me. I am really confused in school. I don't know how to organize myself with all the reading and work that needs to be dome outside of...
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OK. I am in the student computer lab. Today was the volunteer fair in the atrium of the north classroom and I signed up to be a volunteer for Denver Public Schools and their AVID program, I would be...
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I'm sorry for not writing in quite some time. I have been transitioning into school and other life changes. Chi is gone for three months now. It will be a nice break. Just me and my dad. We went to...
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On Monday I will be returning to school, only one class on Mondays and Wednesdays and three on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Tuesday Chi leaves for Vietnam for three months. I think that it will be good...
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Tonight Dateline had a topic on the encouragement of suicide from people on the internet. It even explained how some people actually committed suicide on web cam. One kid took a lethal amount of...
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I am flooded in debt and so alone that suicide feels like the only way out, the only way get out of the pit. If this is what life is like to live then I don't want to live anymore. I should have been...
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I am irritated. School begins on Monday and I still need to order my books. I haven't heard back from the manager at Starbucks and that is irritating. I am also becoming more depressed. I don't I...
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It's early in the afternoon. I called the manager at the Starbucks that I applied at and he told me that he is looking for someone and he would look at my application and then maybe give me a call...
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My mom is home now and I am still at the house. I'll be here until Tuesday when I go home to my dad's. I am anxious about going back because in my mind I feel that my family there is getting used to...
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I did absolutely nothing today. I got up and showered and went out for about to hours and then I came home and put on the PJs and fell asleep in front of the TV. I feel like a bum and now still lazy!...
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