hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I have journaled and continue to journal for therapy and I suppose to offer some rehabilitation from my situation. I enjoy getting comments form others, I know we all have opinions, suggestions and...
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Another day at mom's. Tomorrow we are going to the Colorado Ballet , the Nutcracker, she is giving me some hassle about having to go. But, it is like a tradition for the two of us to go. I just think...
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Yesterday I went home to my dad's house only to be greeted by my stepmother saying "Oh you're home" in her strong Vietnamese accent and horrible English, and then she slammed her bedroom door as...
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I talked to my doctor yesterday and we switched some of the medications around. I am going to lower my xanax more and begin to reduce the level on seroquel. I also asked about medicinal marijuana....
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Today seemed like a long day. Probably because I was on my feet for most of the day looking at puppies. Today my mom adopted a mixed breed of very small dogs. We named him Oliver in the car. He...
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I don't know what's happening. I am losing friends fast and it really hurts. Now Katie seems to be letting me out of her life. She dosen't tell me when she is coming into town anymore. I have to find...
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I don't know what to do. My step mom Chi is pushing me towards the edge. She keeps this thing that is like a religious chant from buddha. I am so frustrated, she keeps trying to hide it and let it...
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I am waiting to die. School is soon to be ending and I am giving up I have not been in one of my classes for a week and I will miss it again on Tuesday to work on a paper for another class. It's...
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Thanks giving was on Thursday and today is Sunday, I am still at mom's house she is still sleeping, something that I should be doing. Since I am extremely tired. Yesterday, I something went well,...
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My brother, mom and uncle are all here for thanksgiving. Last night my bother and I went to dinner with my dad and his wife, it was interesting the conversation was only between the three Targos...
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I hate the fact that my dad had to remarry. And that he remarried a woman with a kid who are both from Vietnam and although her son is young and has assimilated well. But, she is still very much a...
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Tonight I read a story from a woman who lost her daughter to suicide and found her dead in her bed with a gun shot. The mother immediately wanted to kill herself and she went on to say there was no...
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Thanksgiving is approaching quickly. I booked a flight for Luke to come into town for the holiday. Thankfully dad has told me that it is OK to go to mom's for thanksgiving dinner. I am sure that I...
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Things seem to get more difficult each day. My suicide ideology has become more intense and I feel like acting on it. I am sad. I am in so much debt I don't know what to do. I can't find a job for...
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My birthday is creeping closer and closer. With it I am experiencing some added depression and disconnect form the world a feeling of floating around. This is something that I have not felt before....
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