hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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I know that I have not written in a while. School has been going well. There are some issues that have come up that seem to be unfair to me, but that al should pass soon. I think that I said this...
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I can't breathe and I cannot tell you how much xanax I have taken tonight. Most of which I just discovered was from 2008 and then I started to take the real xanax that I have had on tap. I am...
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I'm in school and on my laptop today. I have to use it to read some larger articles for my political science class. I also think that it will be a good distraction for a class that is over three...
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Sometimes I just want to cry. I just simply want to cry. Maybe it will make me feel better, but I don't know. It's Friday so I have the weekend, but I also have a lot going on next week with regards...
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I am so tired I can hardly stay awake. I took 6mg of xanax and 1mg of klonopin last night before bedtime. I woke up with a feeling of a hangover and now I am trying to get through the day. My...
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I'm in the computer lab again this morning waiting for my class to begin. I drank a lot of whiskey last night and now I am in pain. I felt sick to my stomach this morning, however, that passed. But...
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I want to get stoned. But, I don't want to do it alone anymore. There is no one to share this experience with. I can't write a full journal entry right now. It's too late and I've washed my day away...
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I have been feeling some major ups and downs lately. I think that I should reread my last entry to see what I covered. I went to my grandmother's funeral last week. I was odd. I think that our family...
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After that argument last night my dad was telling me this morning that he doesn't want this kind of fighting to happen and I reminded him that I have done nothing more than to please and make her...
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My grandmother passed away a couple of days ago she was over 90 and wasn't healthy. I am returning to Chicago on Monday for her wake and burial. Lucas came into Denver this morning. We flew him in,...
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Saturday night I went out with Jacqui, her boyfriend, Neida and her boyfriend. We went to a couple of bars, then some of us went to go smoke pot. On my way home I stopped at two different gas...
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Thank god it's Thursday. I am so tired. I am working so hard I feel like I am burnt out. But, I know that I can't because this is only the beginning. I am feeling more and more confident about school...
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I cant taste a career in psychology. I want it so badly I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop thinking and analyzing those around me. My meds were switched from xanax to clonopin recently so...
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I don't know if my dreams are realistic. Can I really become a psychologist? Do I have it in me? I don't want to doubt myself but I really want this career and everything attached to it. But, I am...
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This morning I went to brunch with Neida Franco. It was a lot of fun. We went to Snooze and waited quite sometime to get a table. I planned to listen more than talk and practice listening skills....
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