hope20z
Status: Those with a mental illness are usually the highest in intellect.
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What do I do in the future? If I can't find a job now it is just going to be as hard when I have a degree. I don't know what to do. My mind is starting to tell me that suicide is always an option if...
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My math class is somewhat behind schedule and I am trying to get some answers about where this class is going, but I am especially nervous about working in groups. We were supposed to going into...
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The financials are getting better. I am trying to get my debt consolidated and rebuild good credit. Tonight I am going to the Handmaid's Tale, the play at the University. It is supposed to be great...
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At school right now in the computer lab. I am really frustrated and upset becasue yesterday I found out that one of my visas has a monthly payment of $400 and it is practically maxed out at $9000 and...
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It's been a long weekend. Tomorrow is valentine's day. It doesn't really matter to me. Maybe I'll go the the move "Valentine's Day" alone... I don't mind being alone, I hope that there is some bad...
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I am special. I have everything I need and more. Why should I want or need anything else? I am content smart attractive and I am looking to go places in the world, I just need to push myself harder....
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Today is Saturday and I thought that I was going to do some homework but I never even touched it. That means tomorrow I really have to get on it tomorrow. I have a project due on Friday and just a...
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I am so sick of living with my stepmother's shit. She doesn't comprehend reality. Today she called me lazy as I was cooking my dinner (because she wont cook anything for the entire family) and she...
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Sunday is coming to an end as the new week begins tomorrow morning. My Buick has no power steering and a laundry list of other major issues adding up to about $2500. Tomorrow my mom is going to come...
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Everything is getting much much better. Now that I am in school full-time all of my energy and distractions are fading. I am also weighing in on Buddhism, I love the religion... more, the way of...
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School has begun. Since the start of school I have been feeling significantly panicked for short periods at a time and I keep thinking to myself, what do I have to worry about? Why am I panicking? I...
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I am getting jolts of panic attacks and I don't know what they're from. I feel insecure and tense, almost frustrated in what happens. I feel great in class though. I feel great and safe in class, no...
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Katie went with Rachael to California to make arrangements for Rachael's wedding. When I texted Katie this afternoon she told me that the wedding was off. Katie was with Rachael and her mom so was...
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I hope that someone who is reading this can help me. I really want to move, I want to start something new! I want to move to Chicago. When I am not near my parents I seem to do extremely well. Plus I...
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Katie left Denver this morning after having breakfast with me. She is going along with Rachael to California to look into upcoming wedding arrangements. I was surprised and delighted to hear that one...
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