MaxPB

I moved into my new room this weekend.  The wall is partially painted, the floor is partially laid, my closet is full of power tools and materials, my toilet is not installed and I lay down in bed,...

Hmph!  So I literally started my new year in pain and pissed off.  May be my fault, may not be not sure... backing up...So I've been having numbness in my toes for a few weeks now.  My last docs...

Yup, we are definitely in a bpd up cycle. How do I know? Running on 4 hrs sleep and waking up bright and bushy tailed at the ungodly hr of 2am EVERY morning is a clue.  Or perhaps is running all day...

I have been experiencing numbness in the toes for some weeks now, ignored it at first but it seems to be worsening.  D oing my reading and as usual it 'may be a sign of potentially serious disease...

On my third 'tired-but-wired' day after a crappy week. On Monday I had a barium enema.  3 hours plus and painful as heck.  Of course I crashed mid stream, could barely walk by time it was done and...

I am at work today.  I should not be.  Body still has not recovered from the Barium Enema, lower ab and pelvic region in fair amt of pain.  Hard to be sitting upright, even harder to walk...

I just called in sick today, even though I am working from home.  I try to be honest and on a day like today I am too worn out to get any work done.  That would be the after effect of the Barium...

Had a really good day yesterday.  Felt almost normal.  Brain was clear and ticking.  Energy was good.  Walked over to a client's office, this would usually cause a crash.  No crash.  Led a 4...

BPD and CFS.. lovely combination.  I'm tired now.  Its been 3 weeks of construction and I have had enough.  Electrician's ripping apart the house, dust and debris everywhere , pretty...

The downside to a bipolar upswing is you just don's stop regardless of how tired you are the brain just wants to keep going. Pushed too hard yesterday.  Went out to buy a mattress, salesperson had...

So both the roofer and the electrician are mad at me today. Its money day and I am not parting with any. In the roofers case the enitre job was to have been done in a week, the week is past he is...

Plumber quit today.  Two down..who knows how many to go before this project wraps.on day 1 the plumber brought his apprentice in and left him to work unsupervised, something i specifically requested...

I am officially in another push-crash cycle.  Must admit I have been SOOO EXCITED!  Think it may be another bipolar upcycle coming on, I usually get 2 per year and number 2 this year has been...

I'm at that point where my body is telling me in no uncertain terms I've overdone it.  I hurt like heck, particularly in the pelvic region and lower back.  Light headed, dizzy, just feeling...

I had a good day.  Woke up feeling not sick at all.  Was up and about doing small chores when it hit me..wait a minute!  I'm walking upright, no pain, no dizzyness, not sweating, not hanging on to...