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  I am NOT feeling Gratitude!

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  Last Reply: Rosi 01/30/2018

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  Hi everyone, just had to share this insight from my daily process of navigating this life with CFS.I've been working on gratitude for a number of years and frankly its been difficult, because everything in life that I am grateful for is a mixed bag. I think about every aspect of my life..health, relationships, finances, work, home etc and its the same thing, in every aspect of life my condition feels more negative than positive.  Just recently I found myself in a desperate situation where I...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/12/2018

  MaxPB commented on the discussion Miss My Friend Darla.

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 12/22/2017

  MaxPB commented on Serce's journal c'mon out c'mon wherever you are....

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 12/14/2017

  MaxPB commented on Serce's journal sadding.......

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  Its My Birthday!!

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  Posted: 12/12/2017

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  I shut off my phone and avoided Facebook all day. Not sure which is worse, not having your phone ring at all on your birthday, or slogging through a bunch of meaningless conversations with people who only remember you when Facebook sends them a birthday notification.Anyhoo, not to be ungrateful, tomorrow I will dutifully thank all those who took the time to share well-wishes.Actually it wasn't a bad day.  I'm at a low point in my circumstances right now and by all rights I should be acutely...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 12/09/2017

  MaxPB commented on Nina1959's journal winter pain per usual

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  Terrified

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  Posted: 11/27/2017

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  I went to sleep maybe 2am, awake at 4 with a knot of terror in my gut.  As the US celebrates thanksgiving I sit in my home hungry.  I have just enough money to send my son to school today, and food for perhaps another day or two.  And then I am absolutely tapped out.Behind on the mortgage, utils start to cut off with the new month.I am terrified.And my son is acting up, he's back home.  The only change from him being removed from my home is that he is now more aggressive, angrier and more...

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  Journal Like

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  Posted: 11/19/2017

  MaxPB liked Serce's journal hello......xoxoxo.

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  Hug

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  Posted: 11/14/2017

  MaxPB sent a hug to PilotRock

  Hey Nancy, how are you? Sending you a ray of Jamaican sunshine to brighten your day.
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  Hug

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  Posted: 11/14/2017

  MaxPB sent a hug to Nina1959

  Hey Nina How you doing my friend? Read your journals, so interesting how across the world so many people are walking the same walk. But somehow we survive. Blessings dear friend. Sending you a rainbow.
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  And life goes on...

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  Posted: 11/14/2017

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  My dear friends it's been more than a year since I withdrew from the warmth, the comfort and the support that I have found here in this forum.A year of thinking about and praying for my brave warrior friends who have survived this journey so much longer than I have and somehow find the strength to keep going and the grace to keep loving and supporting, despite the challenges.I want to write my victory story so badly.  It's interesting how every day drags by as we count the minutes trapped in a...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 11/14/2017

  MaxPB commented on Serce's journal up down and all around.....

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 11/14/2017

  MaxPB commented on aussiedi's journal Diane The Miserable.

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  Wellbeing is the essence of who we are....

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  Last Reply: 2DanceAgain 02/08/2017

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  Hi dear friends, just popping in to share some inspiration from my personal blog.http://prosperityismind.blogspot.com/2017/01/wellbeing-is-essence-of-who-i-am.htmlI wrote it for myself as a morning meditation.  I am expecting, anticipating, declaring my miracle.  I plan to record it to music and play it every morning as I wake.How wonderful to remind ourselves that CFS is not our nature, what we are is so much, much more...Wellbeing is the essence of who I AM! Wellbeing is the essence of who...

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 01/29/2017

  MaxPB commented on aussiedi's journal A Little Update