MaxPB

The days have flown by so quickly.  Trying to take notes so i can post.  Almost made it home today.  Was checked out and ready to go.  Then they notice my temperature i a bit high and thats all...

11pm.  Cant sleep. Ironic since my fear was sleeping too much.  Doc gave me zoloft to prevent crashing.  I forgot that zoloft also causes insomnia.in pain.  Doc agreed to give minimum dosages,...

Going under in another 3 hours.  Have done my part ensuring kid, home etc will be ok.  Have discussed my situation with docs, anesthesiologist is a lovely woman.  She listened, she researched cfs,...

I have had the BEST couple of days. Have been up by 7am and going until 1am next morning.  Have pushed myself beyond exhaustion and am up and running the next day.  In last 4 days I have..-...

As I lay in bed tossing and turning last night, waiting for the painkillers to kick-in, I knew that I was once again suffering the consequences of my own actions.  I HURT.  Every major muscle group...

I have a lot to journal about so I think it will be a few entries this week.  Just wore myself out though so just one for today.My electricians had me on the floor in tears last weekend.  I was...

I fell down on the stairs and scraped up my hands and legs. Argh! Its one of those things that just makes me so angry at CFS, because my home is a health hazard and its little maintenance items that...

I am committing to going ahead with the hysterectomy.  Made a list of items which need to be taken care of before the surgery, 38 items so far..OMG!  But this is the time for commitment not...

Another docs visit and i am back in bed.  2 busy work weeks did not do it, going up and down 6 flights did not do it, training did not do it..but docs visit did me in.i think i always crash after...

As I navigate my 6 flights of stairs, hanging on to the rails, pausing at each landing to rest, I reflect on the week just passed, and give thanks for another good one.  It was a really busy week...

This week I planned to be in office three days.  I approached this with some trepidation because I have to climb up and down 6 flights of stairs, so I wasn't too sure.Then I find out I have a...

The night sky is black velvet, clusters of stars sparkle like diamonds against this backdrop.  Its 4am and as I gaze up at the stars i feel a familiar sense of wonder.  But the stars are not...

So I have to post an update about my stray kitten who is now a bona-fide member of the family.  She is still a scrawny little thing with long, long limbs.  Boy can she eat she goes at it till her...

The lift at work is out.  I count each stair as I go, 64 gets me to my floor. I'm pretty sick of being at home, so have been trying to come into office more often.  Scheduled to be in 3 days this...

Been trying to sort my head out .. again.  Saw a counselor to get a second opinion, he says I'm not crazy and not psychosomatic.  That's a start.Have struggled with how to approach this pre-cancer...