MaxPB

My plan to be quite and not spend is soooo NOT working!  You will recall the water debacle for which I got no relief so I am strapped with some very large payments for the next 7 months. ...

So hard to tell the difference when you're crashing. decided to take an anti-depressant because am really bummed out.  i notice i hvae only 3 left..great.cable is out.  I think the universe is not...

I think I am now OFFICIALLY blonde.  MM fans will recall that famous pic of Marilyn in the white pleated dress standing over the grate... Well .. I was walking down the street with my hands filled...

At work this morning and struggling.  Bummed that something as simple as an hour at the beach can wreck me for a few days... does not help that this coincided with tom which weakens the body as...

OK, looks like my pics are too large.. I am too tired.  Will share about my beautiful day , another time ., when I'm over the aftermath of my beautiful day...

I planned to wax poetic about my visit to the beach yesterday.  It was beautiful .. but I still do have CFS which means every action has a consequence.  Today I hurt all over, I'm slow and dopey...

So I met with the VP Customer Service of the water company.  Stubborn ole cuss!  Would not budge an inch on the billing , his thing is if the water passes the meter  its no longer his problem.Did...

i feel like my life is unraveling before my eyes.  I'm trying so hard to hold it together but then these external factors cime along to tip the balance in favor of disaster.  Trying hard to not...

Water company is seriously stressing me out.  Showed up for meeting with VP customer service yesterday and he blew me off.  That's twice this week.   Got a written notice with some records and...

So I've been wanting to go blonde for some time now.  Had some trepidation as I am of African descent and blonde can tricky with our skin color.   Also was dreading the hours at the salon. So...

Today is one of those days you wake up feeling totally drained.  Tired, moody, unable to concentrate.  Tomorrow we have a management retreat, and my presentations take up most of the day.  Somehow...

I'm at work but still so exhausted, its going to be hard to get anything meaningful done.  Been struggling not to fall into depression since crashing in December.  For me the onset of depression...

Crashed before I got a chance to post this but I want to now because we have so many more negative days than positive ones. Its good to celebrate the positive.I had a PRETTY GIRL day last week. I...

I woke up this morning feeling like I was coming out of the last crash.  Was supposed to be in office today but just trying to get out of bed killed that idea.  I am still incredibly weak and...

Trying to decide if I am slowly sliding into depression.  My body is really tired right now, which always makes me more moody and unpredictable emotionally.Working from home today, but should really...