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The pain is beginning to kick in.  Everything from the waist down is locked up.  Gonna need painkillers again tonight. But that does not change the fact that I had a PRETTY GOOD DAY today.  Woke...

So the bank notified me that my loan had been approved.. So now the only thing standing in my way is me. Planning the new work on my home has kept me occupied for many months.  This has been in the...

So went out of my comfort zone last week.  Did not crash but had a rough week with increased pain and fatigue.  This week i seem to be coming out of it..i think.had long meetings on monday and held...

Sigh.. I want to quit my job so badly. Alas 4 more yrs before my son leaves high school. .. I have to hang in there.But i'm exhausted, i'm just coming out of a 3mth crash brought on by job sress and...

Getting ready to start another construction project on my house.  Yes.. I know... I have a long list of the reasons I should NOT do this ...BUT...Bought my house almost 7 years ago, with a plan to...

Trying to figure out which end is up today.  Its not a bad day, I am in office and doing fine.  In a bit of pain but that is tolerable.Trying to figure out whether to go back to the doc for the...

Had a decent day yesterday. Still coughing a bit but otherwise did OK.  Worked from home.  At noon when the brain got tired, I decided to go take a walk.  Been cooped up in the house for weeks,...

Been catching up on my hugs and messages. Was picking up messages months old..I've been out of it for so long.  Tired now so will finsh up another day.I'm celebrating - I DO NOT FEEL ILL TODAY!  I...

yesterday was a "feel like ive been run over by a mack truck day" ..everything hurt,couldnt breath, felt like crap ..just found myself crying uncontrollably. I think. Its just the flu, but flu on...

my child prays..as he sits by my bedside waiting for me to wake from my deep trancelike sleep. He is relieved when i awaken.But then he sees my eyes struggling to focus, he sees i am too weak to sit...

Getting ready to go talk to my boss again.  Last talk about me stepping out of my current role and into a part-time position did not go over so well.This time I want to explore whether I will be...

Not feeling so good today.  Can't pinpoint what's wrong, something is just not right.  Pain is notable, eyes kinda blurry.  Checked BP yesterday , was high.  Took my meds to hoping that will...

Popping in for a quick update.  The last few weeks have been spent crashing, barely pulling out of it then crashing again.I saw a wholistic doc some weeks ago who charged a bag of money, told me my...

Am very tired today.  Cant figure why, I took time off from work last week and slept Thur-Fri-Sat.  Yesterday I made breakfast and cleaned my fridge, then I crashed for a few hours, made dinner and...

Working on resetting my headspace.  Crashes do make us more negative, stress doesn't help.  I need to stay positive and focus on licking CFS and getting on with my life.The new doc identified a...