MaxPB

Greetings my dear DS friends.  Can I say once again what an incredible, resourceful, strong, inspiring set of people you are.I've been home now for 10 months.  Went back to wotk briefly and...

Dear Lord may I please  have my life back?  I'be been dead for a while  now even though my body goes on, marking time.Depression, CFS .. not causes, merely symptoms of a death that happened a long...

I read today the story of a man who observed a butterfly struggling to get out of its cocoon.  There was a tiny hole at the top of the cocoon and the butterfly strove desperately to squeeze its body...

Inspired by Simon and Garfunkel's Sound of Silence, thought you my DS friends might understand... Hello Darkness My Old FriendWRITTEN by Maxine Brown1 June 2015 Hello darkness my old friendYou've...

Hi my DS friends Just popping in to send you each a warm hug and a word of encouragement.I'm bed bound again and in pain.  Sick of it.  But it is what it is.  Been filling my mind with...

My dear DS friends I have been avoiding you.  I am so sorry.  I see the messages and hugs and I am humbled that you still think of me, that you still care about me.  Please know that I think of...

Popping in to wish for my DS friends the healthiest, happiest, most fulfilling year you have ever had.I crashed over the weekend, complete with the wild mood swings, frustration and self pity.   In...

I see a bunch of hugs and messages from you and I am so grateful for your continued support.  I have not forgotten you, I hold you in my prayers and continue to hope for your continued grace and...

I note with disappointment that 3 months out from surgery, the pain in my side has not completely resolved.  I'm not getting the temperature changes anymore and the pain seems to have shifted...

Dear DS friends .. hellooooo.  I have not abandoned you.  Going through this anti-social phase, not sure why.  My sis who I used to speak to daily, now hears from me maybe once per week.  Guess...

I come slowly out of sleep and realize its very windy. Unusually so.  I have a sense of foreboding.grab the iPad, check the weather.  Aaaah tropical storm Bertha, no threat to Jamaica but her bands...

I am in that space between BPD and CFS that feels like .. Remission?  Very tired so no analysis now, simply recording.i think stress kicked me right out of my BPD upswing.  How do i know? Well, I'm...

Ruthie where r you? Remember how you spent last wed in close communion with the porcelain throne?  oh boy, joining you dear .. Very reluctantly joining you.is it that our lives become mini...

oh my, oh my..can we say DRAMA!?!  I am emotionally overwhelmed, just reeling.  I have been doing so well post-surgery but the environment in my home has been toxic and that has been taking a...

Feeling very blessed.