6/26/2014

So much going on..I wish things would slow down. Then again I wish they would speed up so that I would be outa here!
Friend here who had asked me to stay with her till I found another job, has backed out. Reasons are valid and I'm not upset, just a bit frazzled. Truth is it would be better for me to get out of town as soon as I can instead of making here my home base while I look.
Friend down south wants me to stay with her, but she is very stressed out over a lot of things right now and I'm just not sure. Others have asked me to stay with them...I just dont know. 
I'd gotten kind of excited about my job prospects because I knew that my application was being looked at in several instances, but nothing seems to have moved forward, so tampering down on my excitement.
Was having 2nd thoughts until the other day when ex wanted to come over and "scrub my back" while I took a bath. Proved to me that I have made the right decision even if I have no idea were I am going or what I am doing.
All kinds of rumors going around all over the place about me and my job. I knew there would be. I hate it, but I just cant let myself be pulled in to all of that. I have to just let it go and focus on doing the things I need to do to get out of here the end of July.
After Monday I will not have insurance. I was concerned about being able to stay on my anti dep meds-my dr wrote me some new scrips so I can buy 90 days worth right now while I have insurance and have money.
Tired. Doing my best to stay focused and positive. Have trouble with the focus. Musnt let myself hibernate. Must be doing the things I need to do before I run out of time and money. Wonder where I will be a year from now

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trisha9054
trisha9054

Check with HR and see if you would be eligible for Cobra Health Insurance. You might not be able to afford the premiums but check on it anyway.