sweettheresap

I am not one who believes in living in the past or in living with regret. I tend to just push forward and try to keep a positive attitude. Sometimes there are "breaks in that armor" but for the most...

So, I worked all day--had to be there early because the owner promised a patient he could come in thirty minutes before we actually opened to accommodate his schedule! (Really, I drive an hour each...

Don't have much time--really should have left for work already, but needed to just vent for a minute. Alyssa had another meltdown yesterday in the car on the way home. I know she was tired--she had...

I've been reading through some of the posts on the forum and kicking myself for staying off for so long. I needed these reminders about the futility of trying to have a relationship with a...

Haven't been on in a while. I have been busy trying to finish classes (today is the last day!!! I can't believe four years has flown by so quickly!) Part of me is sad that school is ending and...

So, not feeling good--have no internet at home right now, but trying to make do at work and the library. Tired after dealing with crap all weekend, his birthday of course did not work out--his older...

Saturday is his birthday. His older daughter had surgery yesterday, which he went to, and when he got home last night he requested that I have our daughters text her. I did. She asked if she could...

I have 20 minutes before I have to leave for work. 20 minutes to try to make some sense of this jumbled mess inside me right now. Last night, I beat myself up for overreacting to T's attempts to make...

Okay, so I started working towards this week's goals. I contacted the comptroller's office to set up a payment plan, and I contacted the car company to obtain a payoff amount. I filled out the...

The girls and I had a GREAT day yesterday. We went to the beach, had a nice hike down the trails, spent six hours just relaxing and looking for shells and soaking up the sun. My sister and the kids...

Off work today and had such grand plans for the day. Instead I've worked my way through one chapter of the book (and the ensuing exercises) and I am EXHAUSTED!!! (and it's only 9:30 in the morning)....

I actually feel a bit better since I worked through a list of things to do next week to move me on my way. Having a plan, even one that seems kind of casual, is better than not. Today I am going to...

Okay, I am exhausted! Dealing with all this crap; the roller coaster of emotions, his and Alyssa's has me pretty beat. But......I know that to stop working on myself and my personal strength and...

I know logically that this is ridiculous, but the past month or so are finally taking a toll on me. I think the comment yesterday about the lawyer made me realize this isn't going to be as easy as I...

Safety: In making commitments to myself, are there any precautions I need to keep in mind to keep me safe from undermining, sabotage, or assault from my partner?     My biggest threat of sabotage...