sweettheresap

So, my "perfect" husband has very quickly morphed back into himself. What a shocker:-) Actually, I can laugh about it because it only cements in my mind the decision that was made well over a year...

Wow! What an eventful week or so. After finding the pictures on his phone, I was weirded out. I also was suspicious, but not certain, about whether he was cheating or not. I told myself that in the...

OMG! I just FINALLY was able to get off the phone with him. First, there was the question of our daughter's therapy appointments, the tentative dx of depression, and once again--what was she telling...

Last night, he was being his normal arrogant, ignorant, disrespectful self. I tried, I really did, not to engage with him and not to allow him to upset me. He kept calling me and hanging up on me...

Funny thing about me. I come from a pretty dysfunctional family. I was the oldest, with two very young and immature parents. I learned early on to be pleasing, as in the best child in the room, very...

So I'm leaving. Might be close to a year later than the original plan, but better late than never. And apparently, the universe had just a few more words to say, things to teach me, before I was...

I was off yesterday, and I'm off again today. My job owes me 56 hours of vacation time and cannot give me a week plus off before the end of the year, so we are splitting it up. Anyway.....My h works...

I just wrote a journal today about his peculiar behavior. What do you know, at 2:30 he called and proved he IS the same. I took his car to be emissions inspected today, took our girls to counseling,...

For months the fights have been getting further and further out of control...literally MONTHS. I was supposed to leave in April, and then in June (without telling him of course), but he got hurt at...

Here I sit again. From somewhere...God?, these sites? , somewhere else entirely?, I have found the missing piece again. Suddenly I have hope, faith, determination. Just out of the blue it reared...

Sunday evening, Alexis comes home from her friends house asking for a puppy. Her friend has yorkie-Pom mixes she's trying to find homes for and lex really wants one. I know, I know, I should have...

We had a family reunion yesterday, family I haven't seen since all the crap went down after Theresa died. I really did not want to go, to say the least. I only went to appease dad, and I truly didn't...

I’m not sure how to tell this story, because even in my head it makes me sound like a spineless wimp at best. At the same time, I have to tell it because I don’t know how much longer I can...

What drives me insane:* The way you call me incessantly if I am out of your sight; even if I am at work or TRYING to spend time with my family for a change, but ESPECIALLY if I might have the day off...

Tonight I have been reading over past journal entries. I realized that letting my busyness get in the way of my DS time knocked me back a step or two. Time to start writing, reading, and reaching out...